yeah.... yay...

2007-04-07T09:50:00.000-07:00

One thing, one issue, one question, one predicament has been hounding me on and on and on and on for the past few days. I've tried ignoring it and reasoning my way out of it, and persuading myself to forget about it, but still it haunts me. He was there, he was right there, and most importantly, he was willing! But no, i had to be too dazed and dazzled by the oppurtunity that i missed my chance.

.......... Why didn't i hug him?

2007-02-01T07:49:00.000-08:00

Death Note 2 post: because it's too much for mah brain (spoilers galore)

*camera pans to a close up shot of Raito and L liek inches away from each other*

L: *stares at Raito* (ohthebishieitkills)
Raito: *stares at L* I know you need me, L

Me: *pfffttttttt* HAHAHAHA
Cinema: *stares*

*rest of Investigators leave for US, leaving our two heroes*

Raito to L:....Alone at last.

Me: BWAHAHAHAHAH *cough* AHAHAHAHA
Cinema: *stares* O_O

OMG death note is SO MUCH FANSERVICE i just die watching it. I sincerely regret not watching it with the CF ppl, i can imagine what sort of reaction you guys would be having, all 15 of you in the cinema =D Oh the BL undertones, oh the RaitoxL pairing fanservice... i was having the time of my life.

Did you see Takada Kiyomi's legs? No, i mean, how could you not... the girl has damn sexy legs and they wasted not a moment to show em off.

I must say they did an excellent job on the movie... it satisfies every fan: those who wanted L to die, and those who wanted L to live, and those who love Kira and those who hate Kira... I am so glad they did not kill Yagami sr. because i think he is SO DAMN COOL he's even better than his manga counterpart O_o Matsuda is so cute i wish they gave him more screentime... but why WHY DID THEY KILL WATARI DDD8 i was so fond of him. Like a Japanese Alfred to his Batman.

But my one and only will always and forever be L. Ryuuzaki. His tako-face mask. *cries* as JL said, the fella would've died of diabetes anyway =_= I cannot begin to describe how much i love how accurately his actor portrayed him. Did anyone catch L's name in the Death Note? O_o

If you haven't watched death note, pls do so =D it's a bit confusing if you haven't read the comic but still. It's worth it just for L *nodsnods* Those of you (yeah, you) who wants to flame this movie in this blog, stay away pls. I'm tellin you this NICELY.

... fangirl posting is fun ^ ^ Kage

2007-01-24T04:31:00.000-08:00

"That controversial post Kage made..."

OK OK time to clear up more misconceptions. For those who just arrived to check out what's going on with 'that post', let me summarise for you; one day Kage felt displeased with all the wrong ideas her fellow ex-classmates have been having about her and Jia Ling, and decided to rebutt all those unasked questions, along with additional stuff concerning members of shidio who are 'left out' of the action.
But due to my (i admit) extremely sarcastic words, it has caused a lot of misunderstandings. Since i know no one is going to come forward and actually ask me what the heck is going on, let me now tell you so you can stop bothering Geri. Cos in case you haven't noticed; she has got nothing to do with me writing that post.

Firstly, I AM NOT DIRECTLY INSULTING OR ACCUSING ANYONE.
Pls read properly. I said; only to those who have made such assumptions. So, if you have, and you admit you have, that's great. How am i supposed to know who really thinks that way? That's why this post doesn't have NAMES in it.

Secondly, I AM NOT INSINUATING AT ANYONES LOVE LIFE IN PARTICULAR.
I said i know about the love relationships. Did i say who? You and i know there is. More like there ARE. Dude, it's college life. Having a love life is not an embarrasing or uncommon thing.

Third, I AM NOT HATING YOU, HIM, HER OR SHIDIO
Did i say i hated any of you? I DON'T! It is because i DON'T WANT TO END UP HATING MY EX CLASS that i wrote the post, i needed people to know what's really going on and accept us who are not within your group as we are! In the first place, i never hated any of you and it's painful for me to hear that some of you feel that i do. That's why i wrote that post! So you nkow i don't hate you! If because of the post you think i hate you then it's totally defeated my point.

Fourth, I AM NOT ANGRY AT ANY OF YOU
I WAS angry, why else would i write it. But i'm not anymore, and it is because of some kind people who weren't afraid to admit their thoughts and commented on that post. I had fully expected you people to cha me to death or likewise, but you didn't. And it really humbled me.

So, in conclusion, i hope the situation has been cleared up and we have reached a compromise that neither of us hate the other. Okay? And for goodness sakes don't feel bad about it forever and ever, what's done is done, all thats left is to learn and live on. I don't believe in a friendship where we have doubts about each other behind our backs, and this is to clear it up.

Thanks for reading and have a good day. And if i didn't say hi to you today, "Hi!" and "Take care!"

2007-01-19T09:17:00.000-08:00

Hello dead blog!

*inhales* this place smells as musty and abandoned as i thought.
Well i know i said i would never update anymore but here i am, totally bored out of my wits and needing to rant. Or ruminate, actually.

It's been almost 2 years of The One Academy life. Well, actually, it's more like taken AWAY any semblance of life i have. Everyday is monotonous, consisting of assignments and procrastinating said assignments. This term seems far more stressful than any other and i'm already dying despite it being only my second week. I don't know if the rest of you feel as i do, maybe you guys are having SO MUCH FUN in your major *snigger*

I find my life OUTSIDE of college (oh wait, didn't i just say i didn't have one? lol) to be SO much more exciting and fun. Honestly, if not for my involvement in Comic Fiesta, outings with friends, family time, INTERNET and utterly spontaneous outings with Jia Ling, i really would have no life, and become a TOA zombie (like *some* people i know)

You know... i love my class. I love them to bits. At the beginning i was extremely apprehensive about this small class full of mandarin speaking, non-KL people. But after half a year with them, i feel they're the best classmates anyone can have. It's not like i know them very well, in fact i know them even less than i know most CD055-1 students. But gads, these people are the nicest most amiable dudes you can find on the planet. Our relationship is as platonic as i like it, good enough to have a good laugh and a drink, but not too deep that DRAMA and EMO and BACKSTABBING problems happen *hinthint* in fact, i don't think they're even capable of backstabbing. They're just too honest and nice.

But lets not forget CD055-1. I miss hanging out with some of you guys... it's been awhile eh? But any meetings we have, coincidental though it be, is precious to me. And please. Don't make speculations just because i or JL don't join some of you in your camarederieoutings. In answer to your question (in which i believe i speak for more than the both of us)

1. Where's your shidio spirit?
My good fellow, from my pov it looks like 'shidio' has been boiled down to 'just-a-few-people-o' so i assume whatever spirit you're talking about only applies to those who are actually within said group.

2. But it's your fault, you never join us when we ask you to!
When have you ever asked us to? = )

3. Yes we did! That's what the class blog is for!
If you expect us to check on that half-dead blog on a constant basis, you're asking too much. By the time we get news, it's usually eons too late.

4....that's not an excuse.
dude, we have a different schedule and in general, a different life. I would love to make time for it, but you do realise i don't build my life around your events and most of the time I REALLY CANNOT MAKE IT COS I AM HALF-DEAD or have earlier commitments.

5. What about just joining us for lunch and stuff?
Oh sure. Why not? When do we ever have breaks that clash anyway. Oh wait, that was the main reason why.

6. You hate us, we know it. *sob*
I have more better things to do in life than to hate people who have done nothing to deserve my hate. You do think too highly of yourselves if that's your opinion.

7. what about shidio studios?
What ABOUT shidio studios? Considering you took the name shidio and plastered it there oh-so-big and never once mentioned who is who despite it being a company, i am safe to assume we are ALL a part of it? = ) Oh if you ever get into a big discussion about who is going to be its board of directors, i do suggest Crystal seeing she's about the only person who's actually into the idea in the first place. So, board of directors= Crystal. Yeah, seems that way. Oh, me? Just remember to put my name in little letters somewhere readable that says: name of company, copyrighted to Kagetaka, pls do not steal. Considering it has ALREADY been stolen by this company.

8. You don't even bother to keep track of us.
Are you kidding? I know more about what's going on amongst you than you yourselves know. Mouths speak for they know no secret in silence. just because we dont see you often doesn't mean we don't know what's going on. And frankly, i am disgusted at whats going on. But it makes really good fodder for gossip. Do you see the love and enmity triangles and quadrangles building up among you? Its so amazing its like watching a movie. Or a self destructing plushie. Face it, we all know whats happening internally. Do you want to acknowledge it or not is all.

My, my. This HAS become a rant.

I wonder when someone is actually going to read this and then start bombarding me with accusatory looks and hurt expressions. Of course, i'll always be the one to be blamed for not making enough effort, huh? Who am i to talk against a group of elitist dudes who only wants to spread the friendship and love. (do you hear my sarcasm?) but don't worry, i'm not verbally abusing all of you. Just those deluded... DELUDED (in caps because this is so important) with the idea that CD055-1 is compulsorily and naturally, a unit and a whole. Dream on, dream on. Do you not realise its the consequence of your own hypocritical nature that we aren't as you expect? You have hurt more people than you will ever realise because you are too blind to see it.

In summary LAY OFF US. STOP MAKING ASSUMPTIONS ABOUT US. AND ACTUALLY LIVE UP TO YOUR WORDS. i do sound like a bitter old lady don't i? actually this is a load of stuff i have wanted to get off my back for a long long time. I have kept quiet cos i know saying it out will cause problems. But let it not cause problems ok? Your opinion of me will surely change, but my opinions of you remain the same. Prove me wrong? Solve yourselves before you attempt that. Or you can just ignore all this, pretend you never read it and go on dreaming. But i tell you someday reality is going to pull your big head out of the clouds and smash it to the ground until you bleed. How do i know this? i've been there.

Dont bother to comment. i've heard all your excuses already anyway.

2006-07-15T23:51:00.000-07:00

3 THINGS.

Silence
Because voices are shouting in my head
Voices
Because silence is shouting in my head
Shouting
Because voices and silence are in my head

~Kage hates Typography~

2006-06-22T10:32:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry daddy...

i've tried very hard to be your "good girl" but i can't... i've been really unhappy.
i dont like to be at home 24 7 doing assignments and nothing else but that. i just want you to understand that i really need my family's support in whatever i'm doing.

what makes you think that i dont care bout my studies anymore? and i care alot about this family you know....

all i wanted is that you can have a little faith in me..

2006-06-14T21:12:00.000-07:00

PLS DO NOT READ THIS.....

Obviously, you will read it anyway......

i've been thinking a lot lately... should i help my friend or should i just leave it..
but somebody.. some of you really should know/accept the fact.. or stop being stubborn (randomly addressing to some of you)

- one of my friend(she's cute and slim and shortest in her group),she speaks mandarin alot and currently studying in The One Academy told me that she loves her boyfriend very very much and will not betray him... *if you dont know what that means... then you are hopeless..*

- i dont understand why you always blame yourself for nothing and always seek somebody to forgive you. how are they suppose to forgive you when you havent done anything wrong?..you have to forgive yourself and live happy.. no one is gonna help you if you dont help yourself, darling..
i know life is hard and i'm pretty sure it's not just you alone are going through all this shit.. you dont trust anyone, not even yourself and make yourself so moody and down all the time for months already... come on!! stand up and strong!! life isn't that bad ok?? and face it, many of them are worse than your situation... (addresing to my cousin)

- if you are wondering why i dont talk to you much anymore.. we probably share the same opinion and thoughts about each other. i wonder sometimes.. when people tell me that they felt betrayed, and put the blame on me, have they ever thought from my side of view? everyone knew that i felt really horrible last term but some people just dont understand and blame me for not being there for them...( aren't you're the one who suppose to be there for me?? but i didn't mind cos i thought you probably have your own problems troubling you) and i'm sorry if i haven't been an 'ideal' good friend. can anyone tell me what is an 'ideal' friend??

-i believe when you said you always got angry..it's becos you felt frustrated and you want something nice to hear or need someone to tell you something nice but not naggings and $^@#^@!#! ^@$^#&.... (i think you know what i mean). so when people @^@$%@#!%##!@ when you are frustrated, you suddenly feel like killin that person.. and you got angry.. so do what ever that makes you feel better...(including killing,i'm serious)

- well at some point, i felt lost too doubting my own choice of study and whether am i at the right direction to my future.. go somewhere where people will admire and praise your skills at drawing...
listen to what they said about how great you are and finally you will think that you are at the right course afterall... (that's was what i did at least >.< !!! malunya!!) - some guys are really too egoistic.. - i'm not emoing.. just thought that it's better if someone knows about it.. i'm perfectly fine with my life now in ad0551. i need more comics... >@<..

okay. i'm done. geri.

2006-05-19T09:17:00.000-07:00

sorry for the lack of posts. Tagged by *edit* i conveniently forgot who but if u really wanna know go check the comments*/edit*

4 movies i can watch over n over.
-any studio ghibli production
-dragonheart
-lemony snicket's a series of unfortunate events
-forest gump
-any classic disney cartoon

4 places i've ruined i mean lived in.
-subang
-petaling jaya
-malaysia
-earth
-universe
-and so on.

4 books i would love you to read.
-anything neil gaiman writes
-anything stephen king writes
-anything raymond e.feist writes
-for you potter fans, go read phillip pullman. then you'll get why i say potter is worthless as young adult fiction literature.
-the bible. its a lifesaver, trust me.

4 foods i pwn.
- pasta. i love pasta. pls take note.
- mum's cooking
- the unagi served at Zen
- secret recipe's marble cheesecake
-well. anything that tastes good that i can afford.

4 websites i look at daily.
-www.deviantart.com
-a most gorgeous site where you can get a list of the latest anime and manga torrents
-another gorgeous site that serves up every scanlated manga known to man
-www.monkeyclasscd0551.blogspot.com and all it's branches.
-www.kennysia.com

4 places i should be at right now.
- at my desk, doing my figures.
...yeah, right.
-wherever that final fantasy versus XIII hottie is.
...right in his arms.
-europe would be nice. somewhere that'll make all you art students envy me.
-like. the louvre maybe. i'm scheduled to meet mr langdon there any moment now.
- forget it. i should be at Raftfleet now, recruiting in that smexy new outfit of mine. Then kick some filthy Godwin devil ass.

4 bloggers i am tagging. *edited*
-those who read this
-those who have time to bother about this
-those who like writing meme's
-those who want to write answers that aren't answers but are answers etc
-those who want to manipulate questions and answers

*edit* there, i answered all the questions. what more can you ask for, huh? aren't i just so 'creative and witty'? heh whatever. i learned it all from you anyway. */edit*

Here's where i bludgeon things ; ) 4 more questions i'm adding cos i happen to never do meme's.

- 4 traits that if you have you should get rid of. Because i hate it. IF:
~ you lie. you betray, make excuses and you lie. And you actually think i don't know? If someone stabs you in the back you think they can't feel it?
~you are a hypocrite. you talk so much about love and friendship and togetherness. But you're actually only talking about you and your kaki's. Who cares about everyone else, right? You just pretend to include everyone in the words 'us' and 'we'.
~you hurt my friends. you want to make my friends hate each other.
~you are egoistical. you preen and do stupid poses thinking you're so cool. you crack jokes that are actually insults and enjoy the 'popularity'. you want attention evn if it means hurting others.
~you think other people are so dumb. Well guess what, you're not so intelligent yourself. In fact i might say you're the stupidest if you think no one realises what you think.

-4 reasons why i wrote that.
~because if you think it's you, it probably is.
~cos you know, you wouldnt if you didnt have those traits
~because i needed to let that out
~because its personal enough to be a meme
~because i dont ever want you to become someone like that

-4 reasons why i didn't write 4 reasons for each question.
~cos i not so good at counting hor.
~its stupid trying to limit such universal questions to 4 answers
~i like breaking rules
~i don't like the number 4
~i have a lot to say

-4 reasons why you won't see me blogging so much anymore.
~i'm busy
~i'm tired
~i'm drowning in homework
~none of the above are true. The truth is, i couldn't care less anymore.
~i'm lying when i said i would

-4 things i want to say to you.
~oh, dont despair. if geri ever bothers about this blog it wont die. yet.
~oh hey, don't comment on this alright? i don't want to hear any more excuses or lies.
~and. um. good luck in your new term in your respective majors.
~try to make new friends k? life can't be ALL about your foundation classmates.
~as i type this i'm having so many second thoughts. Should i post this or not? should i post this or not?.... i think i've kept silent for too long.

2006-05-10T02:10:00.000-07:00

he is originally from the seafield jungle and being transfered to TOA cd0551 wildlife researved because of misbehavior. he loves grafitti and hanging out with small chibi animal.

He is one of the FUNT member. Furious and Untamable Nature of TOA.

this is hot eyes mama panda and her six-fingered figging son.

she always complain his son reading car plates.

mama panda: wei!!! annoying lar..
figging panda: wah!! fgh 2641.. atc 0759... qwe 444!!
mama panda: stop it or you will be abandoned on the highway!!
figging panda: o....... .. ... you finish figures??
mama panda: SHAAAA DDUUUUUPPPPP!!!!

*stepmom panda faint*

she's so so so so so so so so so so.. very very very veli veli veli RICH!!

$$$$$$$$ money money..$$$$$$$$$$

she's the silver hawk..

also originally from seafield jungle... many experts are still studying this hawk's weird behavior. she only talks alot.. when there's sardine and jeling.. she likes anime and manga and only eat fresh food such as Zen..Zen..and Zen..

ouhh.. eerrmm.. santan juice from trans ... eerrmm.. what do we call it?

trans milk...very very nice and friendly but not easy to produce cos sometimes she emo..

then she got doughnuts to eat.. hehe .. just kidding.. i like the way you are.. dont need do anymore surgery..

the tanned swan with thick eye brows..

swan: i e-ve-lyday also walk to ktm station of cos tan lar... i stay at kepong lake garden

swan likes to say.. stupid sardine!! dont use that emoticon!!

oh ya.. he likes to play with plushies.. he's in the TOa's believe it or not..

believe it!!

*what's a horse without a cowboy?? come lar to AD........*

that's all i remember bout her and her amazing drawing skills..

the sifu of CD0551...

here is the cowboy!!! come to rescue his horse!!

ooopppsss..

i think he a lil too "sam kap"... forget his clothes..

wah.. sam kor.. man man lei..

he veli funny like our big bro and dis like ppl calling him... cute..
but.. he is cute....

ken: " wah!!! zha dou!!! why like dat one???!! i more handsome.."

* kexin nod nod*

he's always quiet...... ... now staying at cheras and appear randomly in cd0551 to curi *er hem..* "food"..

THE KE AI'S !!!! *from left- yevon , kexin , jingyi*

they can shout real loud!! very typical girly girls.... you think they are innocent and timid??? you are wrong!!

still planning to rule the world?? i thought he came to the wrong college. i guess i was wrong... he's a very interesting person..

looks like a very obedient ' guai guai chai' but do not start debating with him.. he's veli veli evil when he threaten ppl...

chin hou: what what?? i didn't say anything.. *laughing evilly inside..*

this is the very famous weewee who loves to play with his own ni*****..
and loves to say kuk*****.. .. haih.... so wai..

he's a nice guy lar... very kind and funny also..

but abit perasan oni...

2006-05-03T09:10:00.000-07:00

Cheers to Shidio Fai Fai Wan!

Firstly (on behalf of Geri too), a special thanks out to all those who've planned and made the trips and outings a success, in particular Samantha, James, Sam Goh, Chrystal and of course the rest of you monkeys (what fun would there be without you guys anyways). This term break really does seem too short.

Three terms.. a whole year with you guys and it has been one memorable journey. I still remember the first monkey i ever spoke to was James, my old classmate. I said "Hi James!" and uh.. and then some ^ ^;; I never told him but i really like sitting in his Terrano at 120 on the highway with the windows down... so cool!! Hehe lets get me a Ferfie someday.. Ferfie tunes~
The next one was Ethan-not-Eaten-but-ETHan during the orientation.. he seemed so old to me then. Oops i mean mature.
Then as we were divided to our respective classes, it was Chrystal and May (or was it Evonne? Or Ashlei? Lol one of you girls la) who turned round, looked at me and said Hi i'm Chrystal and this is (insert name, whichever one of you it was) then shook my hand ^ ^ I think she and i can compete sleep hours. Lack of it i mean. Loved the fact that i wasn't the only one with an imaginary world... Go Dracolshia!
And then imagine my sheer joy when finding out my best pal of 5 years is finally in the same class as me. *hugs Geri* still the best of pals ; )
Few days later someone tap me on the shoulder (that move has now become a trademark) and lo and behold it's Chris who's first words were Do you know Geraldine Mak?
Then there was Shawn, in the past he had severe mumbleitis, now cured thanks to us. He's got an imaginary world too, far more expanded than dracolshia i think. He has only ever drawn a complete dragon once, as far as i know. You think we don't know, Shawn, but we do.
I always thought Chin Hou was in the wrong college, his whole being seemed to scream MED SCHOOL. but after knowing his evil genius, i am wholly convinced there's no better place for him. Any other place he would immediately conquer.
Samantha-was-in-Seafield-before.. i thought she was a sweet girl until now still is. Though not as innocent as she looks as we found out during the bukit Tinggi trip. *fans self* i do wish Ruffles would decide his sexuality already.
My most memorable image of Shaza was of her and her huge stack of brick heavy How To Draw Manga books. It was so easy to forget she's a Malay sometimes..
I used to confuse May and Ashlei since Ashlei looked like a May and May looked like an Ashlei.. such an embarrasing mistake. May had the coolest hair and attitude back then. And now her hair's even cooler. Ashlei was the class's mummy. Still is... aww we love you! But you just had to tell me Arshtat and Ferid were killed -_-
First thing i noticed about Benruto is his Naruto band, of course. And then his Hinata avatar. Hmm.. speaks volumes already. And for the manyeth time Ben, i DO go to church. His greatest contribution is Ketam, Cha Tou, Mm Song and few other spontaneous remarks.
The other Ben always had some dirty joke at hand. Still can't get over how he looks like Thomas.
Evonne, no matter what and when, always looked prim and pretty. How DOES she manage that. If you hear someone shouting QUIET LA!! it's most likely her.
Cal of the leather jacket and motorbike helmet. If i could i'd grab all his Sandman books for myself. The only other person i know who's as crazy about Neil Gaiman as me. Why can't you all join the fandom already... *pokes Ashlei*
The ke-ai's, namely Kexin, Ye Von, Jing Yi and Kenneth. This female trio and a boyfriend are really something else. Really. I only got a taste of their insanity during the PD trip and whoa. Believe me people this group is on some kind of crack that exceeds any high we've ever known. But Kenneth is always normal,i mean nice. Let's hope Kexin won't convert him. KE AI!
Junn Tseng is so funny. Terribly amusing, how he scares HIMSELF silly.. thanks to him i sometimes read car plates out loud. He ranks high on the list of Nicest Most Gentlemanly Guys I Have Ever Known. I can never imagine him angry... can you?
Everyone's big brother is Sam Goh. He exudes big brotherly love 24/7. Wicked sense of humor too. Also one of the N.M.G.G.I.H.E.N. (refer to above)
And beside me there's William, trying to use me to see if his height has increased. Mind you, i don't wear high heels for your sake, lol. Personally, i don't mind your height at all.. tall or short you're still a great guy and a good friend.
Hmm dearest Jia Ling has been a saver of my sanity and increaser of my insanity. I always wonder how is it i never met her earlier in life. Life would definitely be boring without ya ; )
Julianna seemed to me always to be in a world of her own, on a higher level of..er...something. She has the most unique sense of fashion imo. I once thought she and Chin Hou should create SuperBabies and pwn the art world. Her mind is truly something else!
I think Dora has the cutest ideas ever. And somehow i also think she has some of that evil genius in her.. she may fight with chin hou for rulership of the world someday.
It amazes me how far Shen Yin always has to drive to get to college. She's always so nice.. a pity she couldn't join us for outings. She's one of the people i wish i had the chance to know better.
Amrail, Melissa and Jevry too. When Jevry was in my Figures group i always thought he had a lot of hidden potential.

Uh. I have a feeling i missed someone. Did i? Jeez it's like 1 am and it's already past the 01:02:03:04:05:06 thingy and i am sleepy and slightly irritated by the seafood. I am so glad i did not bloat and suffocate or something. The seafood was nice tho >_< Haha i just did an entire review of the class on impulse. Ah well. Best class and best classmates i have ever come to know.
Looking forward to seeing you guys again! *hugs*
When one or some of us opens a company someday be sure to save the rest of us some space in it. When will Oh Dear materialize i wonder. Will we still meet again 10 years later? One thing for sure i'll never forget any of you. ^_^

A sleepy but satisfied Kage.

2006-04-19T23:13:00.000-07:00

Me and my Illustrator CS..

We create pretty things. Pretty complicated things that take up one heck of an amount of time. Pretty things that would've been fun to do were it not for that. But, pretty nevertheless.

Dad (after seeing this): Is Vanessa Mae really coming to perform at Genting??
Me: lol

so i prefer screenshots so what... fullview it ^ ^

Ahahahahahaha CG final done, Comm Skills final done, Design final done, Illustration final done (acrylic is SO FUN *dies*), Calligraphy final done... i feel quite happy now. Only Perspective final left. And Msian Studies test. Yippee.

Surviving on: santan buns (not samtan), nasi lemak and 'pan min' (notice how fattening they all are -_-;;) Ouran Hostbu *Tamaki!!* worship songs.

Listening to: Me talking to myself.
(Me: I need sleep
Me: No cannot sleep until finish
Me: i need sleep
Me: No finish this first
Me: I NEED SL-
Me: SHADDUP LA LU
Me: Zzzzz
Me: Zzzzz)

Wants: well. i want to watch tv. Believe it. I havent watched tv in ages. As in really sit down stare like couch potato mindlessly hypnotised by idiot box type of watch tv.

(quote Hang Seng) Gonna to: Go serious book shopping with JL at Borders, MPH, Kinokuniya and Popular. Execute the Leather and Lace idea *smirk* with JL. Go Port Dickson (quote Jimbo) no faster than 120km/h and enjoy self thoroughly. Abandon YCLMS. SLEEP AT LEAST 12 HOURS STRAIGHT AHAHAHAHAHAHA. Actually finish that diary entry from early last month *swt*

2006-04-15T23:44:00.000-07:00

ABOVE ALL.

Above all powers above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what You're worth

Crucified laid behind the stone
You lived to die rejected and alone
Like a Rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

Happy Easter everyone! This is one my most favorite worship songs and i remember crying the first time i sang it. Let us celebrate for we worship a living God! To hear this song, go to www.punkie.com/Music/AboveAll/

Kage

2006-04-13T09:48:00.000-07:00

It's been awhile...

This one figure took me 4 hours. I am gonna die. Can you guess who it is? Each correct guess gives a plus sign on my affection meter for you.

Sometimes being the top class is really killing. We are the only class which has to do 3 figures for cg, a pitch proposal tvc for comm skills and 10 of us has to juggle YCLMS as well.

grah.

one more week. i dont know if i want this term to end fast so i can forget abt assigns or to end slow so i can have more time to finish my assigns. And spend some value time with my classmates before major commences and we go our separate ways. I wonder will monkeyclass blog still be alive and kicking? hmm...

I doubt i will finish my perspective in time. or my illust. or my CG. *dies*

Am SO looking forward to the class trip (BBQ!!Beach!!FUN!!) i can barely wait ^ ^ seriously, doesn't matter where we go as long as we're TOGETHER no?

Yay.. Easter's coming! Sorry Thomas, i PROMISE i'll find one fine day when i am completely and utterly free so we can meet up ok.. yes, it's been way too long i can't even remember what movie it was we watched >_<;;

Speaking of movies. Go watch V for Vendetta. (Constantine isn't everything, Jon) It's good!

Surviving on: Sukisyo anime, whatever sleep i can get, bits of Kingdom Hearts 2 *sorasorasoraroxasroxasroxasLOVE!!!*, youth fellowship.

Wants: Loveless anime!!! More ouran kouko host club episodes! Airgear, D Grayman, EMMA and NANA chapter scans!.... someone to do my assigns for me?

Listening to: the sound of pure and complete suffering (the clicks of my mouse using the pen tool), Gravitation OST, Savage Garden: Fly me to the Moon, Hachikuro OST

2006-04-03T08:11:00.000-07:00

WARNING FREQUENTERS OF MING TIEN!

You know the Sarawak Mee/ Kan Pua stall? Yeah for those of you who favor that praticular stall pls be warned i got cheated of 7 bucks of my change by one of thier workers. Let's just say they never returned it and when i went to claim it the stall helper made a big hoo haa denying it in broken cantonese when it's SO FREAKING OBVIOUS she STOLE the money. The stall owner lady was no help either, kept asking me to recheck my pockets/wallet (whihc i did like 10 times in front of her mind you) and she had this sulky/irritated face (what happened to COSTUMER SERVICE?) while the other stall owners kpc into the matter.

I swear she never returned me my change, but how can i prove it? No receipt, nothing.

7 bucks gone. 7 glorious bucks. I could've bought 2 lunches with 7 bucks.

Please be warned. I personally will never eat at that damned stall again.

Kage

2006-03-29T08:22:00.000-08:00

no doubt that this fella orang utan has visited shawn's blog...
it's trying to imitate someone....

2006-03-21T07:46:00.000-08:00

I'm drowning in assignments then again, what's new.

I know this is late but congrats to the completion of the SSD part of the sponsorship to all my groupmates and opposition groupmates, good job! We got through it! And twas a lovely overnight with Jackee, May, Juliana and Kye.

Hmm.. noticed the class blog is quite dead. I SHOULD do my part and spruce it up with Sleepless Beauty 3 (haha -_- yes it still exists) but of course it's only halfway done since the beginning of March. I HAVE been doing personal works of my own tho but not gonna post em here due to so and so circumstances so if you're interested grab my big fat sketchbook and see for yourself. Just read Shawn's blog would love to contribute to the hate. *kicks Shawn* so you pwn design 3. so you think you're such a big shot? huh? HUH? lol just kidding Shawn. We still *cough* love ya *cough* (eh hurry up and post the Half Life remake la..) but who i really wanna kick is...

*kicks Li Wen* *HARD* *right where it damn bloody HURTS*

Am currently in 'dead' mode. Calligraphy progress 0% and it's like.. almost Wednesday. I suppose i should be worried considering i havent even done a thing for the connect cards or anything for design or sent those silly e mails for msian studies (oh yeah any of you receive funny invitations from me via e mail do ignore it or do me a fave and actually come support me and my dysfunctional *ahaha* group)

Surviving on: Honey and Clover OST *heart*, Bump of Chicken songs, those currypuffs and apam balik from that malay lorry-cum-stall, Meiji brand Hello Panda *kyaaaaa* cookies, junk food, crap and nonsensical conversations with jackee, geri and the guys.

Wants: to see the FFXII opening again and again (tis gorgeous!!!), Suikoden 5, Kingdom Hearts 2, time to play all the aforementioned games, someone to sponsor my acrylic materials (so expensive!!), someone to do my assignments for me (yeah RIGHT), Savage Garden songs.

Needs: . . . sleep. MONEY.

So i realised i kinda miss NS. (yeah yeah so you were right Cheng Sim =P)

KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGE

2006-03-11T06:21:00.000-08:00

I SAW IT WITH MY EYES AND I BELIEVE WHAT I SAW!!!

I dont think it's wrong to PROTECT myself from danger!!!

I DONT EXPECT YOU TO UNDERSTAND COS YOU ARE NOT ME!!!

I WAS JUST VERY SCARED AND INSECURE!!!!

AARGGHH!!!!!!

2006-03-08T09:29:00.000-08:00

*cries*

GAAAAHHHHH TERM 3 GAAAAHHHH SPONSORSHIP GAAAAAHHHH ILLUSTRATION GAAAHHHHH M'SIAN STUDIES GAAAHHHHHH~~~~

*cries*
*breaks down*

WHY WHY WHY can't things just go smoothly for once why can't circumstances not attempt to kill me honestly i just want to be able to sit down and read a good book listen to my fave music and draw my castle but no~ shit has to happen always happens and now i'm having a wonderful headache just thinking about my workload and all my wonderful moments at the Lagoon just evaporated out the friggin window.

die. die. die. die. die. die.

*whimper*

This has truly become an emo blog huh. And who says i don't complain. I have every right to bitch as the next person.

Shadow

2006-03-08T04:46:00.000-08:00

if you are trying to use me.. forget bout it. you know who you are..

i dont understand how can this ppl can be so inconsiderate and selfish being a 'batu api' and trying to spoil my friendship with you know who while i have so many problems already.

i really cant figure out how can you be so nice and caring to me but behind me, you are back stabbing me... i feel so disappointed and hurt..

you have failed to make a nice impression of yourself.. you under estimated me and my best friend and my close friend... i dont wanna pretend i'm okay with you cos i think it's simply stupid to restrain my feelings while i'm actually feeling so bad..

and again... pls get lost if you are not trying help... you make things worse. and i know the reason why you are doing this to us.. so you better shut the hell up!!! get lost!!!

to all of you who are really curious of what happened to me and lisian... we are totally fine..F-I-N-E!!! stop asking me what happened and say all things bout what you think and make me feel bad about it and start thinking nonsence.. lisian and i are best friends and we will always be...

like i've said.. give me a break okay? i havent get over with... .. haih.. i dont expect anyone to help me.. but pls.. pls .. stop giving me troubles..

2006-03-02T08:13:00.000-08:00

you dont have to care much whatever happened to me, it's my business anyway... .. you know, i dont really care anymore.... .. i dont know anymore what all of you are thinking...... i just know i'm stupid to get myself involved in something while i was just trying to help... and it ended up like this..

it's always like this..

i'm fine with getting all the blames... i'm tired of defending myself and my friends.... .

somehow, i feel very lonely, very very lone indeed. you think i like floating around the class? you are wrong. i just need somebody keep talking to me so that i wont feel lonely and start thinking nonsense...

i wanna get out of this..

why must we hate each other? why must we be jealous of each other? i dont understand!!!! fine, take everything away from me!! what have i ever done to u to make u hate me this much and make me suffer!!??!!

okay.... i'm fine now. lets go to.......i'm very happy with my group members for this scholarship project thingy. at first we were quite worried cos we thought the other group like super 'GENG!!!' but later things turned out very fine... oh, i love you all!! they made me realised that there's still hope although we are not super 'GENG!!!'... hehe.. it's really fun working with you guys. i get to learn a lot of stuffs.. chin hou's brain is amazing... JT is very good at giving ideas and very 'detailed'.. chrystal banyak rajin and organised.... Cal always@_@..but he always hav to travel damn far to col just for the meeting.. hehe,, i dont wanna talk bout me le..

my msn got problem again!! orhhhggg!!! without msn..... my phone bil raise banyak banyak... ahehheeh.

eh.... lisian, gambate!!! you can do it!!! dont be crestfallen... ... i belanja ice-cream k? or do you want lolly-pop? choki-choki? come on... dont be picky.. i dont have money ler... ok lar, the most also ming tien's food...*bler*

geri crapping again...

2006-03-01T11:40:00.000-08:00

Kimi no koto wa.. wasurenai.

*sighs* Term 3 is killer. Here are a list of things which have saved my sanity.

-Honey and Clover (if you are an Art Student facing the usual teenage problems but only more magnified BECAUSE you are an Art student... go watch this! >_<)
-Nescafe from that kebab place in Pyramid (i just love their on-the-spot made Nescafe..)
-My beloved (sketchbook of course)
-Book shopping (buying books i never have time to read.. but they look so nice just sitting on my shelf!)
-and most especially MY FRIENDS! Thank you guys who've comforted me and asked after me.. even though you didn't need to nor did i ask you.. and some of you even have problems yourselves.. yet still take the time to give me encouragement or lend an ear.. THANK YOU!

The time to choose our majors is nearly here. I know many who are still @_@ as to where to go. Good luck to all of you ne... wherever you will go.

And for those who are waiting for Sleepless Part 3 *cough*JunnTseng*cough* i am so sorry but it doesn't look like it's gonna happen soon. I know i'm a month late but due to recent events i found myself with no heart to draw it.

The sponsorhsip thing.... is killer. Ever felt like screaming at/strangling someone so badly yet have to grit your teeth and smile at them? *sighs* sometimes i wish i could just do whatever.. if people are hurting your friends, isn't only natural to defend them? But what if your friend's enemy is your friend or your friend's enemy's friend is you friend or if... argh. At this rate i'll be everyone's enemy if i did something and everyone's enemy if i did nothing and... argh. Ever know something you're not supposed to but wonder if you should tell that person you know it anyway just to ease the stupid tension between the both of you not the mention the guilt or.. argh. *digsholeburiesself* *cringe*

I welcome (on behalf of Geri too) May and Ashlei into the Blogosphere! Hurray! More monkeys are establishing their territory on the net ne...

Kage.

2006-02-16T11:01:00.000-08:00

I'd lament and scream for all I'd want
Till my heart eschew tear and rend'
T'would not erase the bitter brunt
Of not being a better friend

taken from the Jon's blog.

This just summed up everything i feel.

2006-02-15T12:36:00.000-08:00

Kage boredom post!

Listening: Dance Dance- Fall Out Boy
Watching: Honey and Clover, Princess Tutu, Cinderella (oh how i miss it!)
Doing: Absolutely nothing assigns wise.
Most wonderful comment i heard all week.

Hoon Sun: There's ONE thing about your composition though *points to full body pic of keanu reeves* he doesnt look like himself at all. He looks like a CHINESE GUY.

Me: *headdesk*

I'm sorry John Constantine!! *cries* this is probably my worst term ever, seriously. I don't like any of the subjects i'm studying and i just kinda lost interest in everything. Comm skills has become a pain in the ass, perspective gets me all @_@ with a headache, illust makes me so sleepy, calligraphy tests my patience like nothing else (and does anyone notice how wonderfully BIAS the lecturer is? Mind you, me and Geri no like her), design is nicely lenient but totally boring, malaysian studies is teh keng *cough* and Com Graphics sees almost the same stuff as Freehand.

*sighs* it's no wonder my marks have become so average. Just got no heart in it anymore. Now i'm really really worried as to how major year will treat me. Will i become even more indifferent?

V-Day was fun. Spent the time glaring and critiqueing with Jia Ling at the astounding amount of couples wandering about Pyramid. Contrary to what i thought i didn't feel lonely or depressed or anything rather i felt disappointed that ZEN WAS FULLY BOOKED TILL CLOSING so no singles dinner T_T Geri next time please reserve when we go Zen yes? And do confirm if people are really coming or not ^ ^;;

So been rewatching old Disney cartoons for old times sake and also as idea source for future doujins and whatnot. Jia Ling and i made the following observations. They're all older Disney films, BTW.

During Disney's time, the princesses HAD NO TOES and 18 INCH WAISTS.
Also, the prince always forgets to ask the princess's name.
Ariel is awarded most scantily dressed and first female Disney character to show CLEAVAGE.
Nothing can possibly explain the bouyancy and volume of all the Disney Princess's hair.
Cinderella has no ears when she's in her ball gown.
The size of Cinderella's shoe is ridiculously small. It's smaller than a man's palm.
Eric is the first prince to actually TALK as in CONVERSE and ask for the princess's name and actually DOES STUFF like steer ships and row boats plus first prince who is actually and obviously MUSCULAR *laughs*
All princesses can sing and have an affinity with birds.
Most princes love their animals. Ex: Eric and Max, Phillip and his horse, Aladdin and Abu.
Jasmine is first princess to wear pants. POOFY PANTS.
Snow white is the only princess with short hair.
You won't believe the amount of MASCARA some of these princesses wear.
THEIR EYES AND TEETH GLOW IN THE DARK!
All female villians have too much makeup.
Ursula is awarded most BOOBY VILLIAN (they friggin bounce)
Triton is awarded most muscular dad.
Aurora is awarded most beautiful princess. Do notice the amount of times Phillip molests her hand.
Belle has most inner beauty.
Maleficent awarded most beautiful villian (for the first 30 mins of the show)
None of the princes live up to standard... Though they sing well.
Most amusing sidekick. SCUTTLE wins hands... er... wings down. *waaa wa wa wa wa wa waaa*

Don't believe me go watch for yourself. Trust me, it's so different from when we watch them as kids. We can now understand the wit and jokes! It's amazing! Btw, you know Judge Frollo from Hunchback of Notre Dame? After rewatching it, i realised how freakishly PERVERTED the guy is! It's enough to make me barf. Hunchback is a really dark animation..

Speaking of barfing, has anyone watched TheDescent? It managed to freak both me and Jl out. It's gory and bloody and jumpy... cliche but executed well. But do make sure you eat first yea cos you'll probably lose your appetite after.

2006-02-13T08:19:00.000-08:00

L-O-V-E.

So i abandoned my Illustration composition for about an hour or so just to draw something out of impulse. Considering it's Valentine's Day i decided to do a theme related to love. The first thing that came to mind was this picture.

TIES THAT BIND.

Uh... Warning: Nudity? To the TOA-ians don't lecture me on my proportion, please ^ ^;; i know i suck >_<

What do you think it means? (color penciled work yes done real fast dont even start about the photoshopped butterflies and roses @_@) The theme i was thinking about was one which i knew all too well; the fickleness of love but somehow when i drew this it portrayed more than that. It's just.. so sad i think.

I mean... it's so easy to get into a relationship, you know, just ask for couple and etc then kabam you're commited. You're tied up in a relationship that suffocates you and gives you no freedom (hence the binding ribbons) cos at the end of the day, we really are just too young to be commited (not unless he/she is definitely your soulmate or you got her pregnant lolz) and the urge to...uh... roam is so powerful. Worse still is if you're commited to someone but you love someone else (hence the couple holding hands, while their lovers are totally oblivious) and can't be with them. So you can only look on silently. I think the symbolism of the thin red string is very strong. You know, the myth about tying it to each other's pinky.. just that frail string can hold them, heart and soul together, and that bind is stronger than the thick ribbons which hold them to the someone else.

But just cos i drew and said that don't mean i'm like that... i think i'm too loyal for my own good sometimes. Which really really sucks mind you.

And whats it got to do with love being fickle you ask? Well.. it is. We love one person one moment then another the next (hormone thing?) .. despite the "I love you forever"s and the "You're my only one"s exchanged but really... it's all just a in-the-moment thing to say. Bound by all those unrealistic promises and words, the doomed couple find themselves trapped. So you know... be careful what you promise. Be careful what you say.

I don't believe in forever anymore. It was such a childish dream to begin with.

So anyway, Valentines Day. The only people who really celebrate and enjoy this day are:

1. The flower shop owners.

2. The gift/chocolate/confectionary shop owners

3. The restaurant owners.

Correct me if i'm wrong but they're doubtless the happiest people going about with your money in their pockets. Ugh V-Day is so commercialised it has no meaning anymore. Not my money though. The only thing significant about this years 14th february would be that i have to pass up my Illust Compo (which i'm only 40% done by now T-T) and some crappy thumbs about culture (ugh) and maybe a single's outing after. Hey, Valentine's isnt just about your boyfriend you know. Its about celebrating love.. whether its your friends or family.

And i am looking forward to the bunch of roses and chocolates from Vincent *hinthint* ufufufu i'll give you a Riku one, ne.. or would you like a Cloud =P

Right... back to assigns. Happy V-Day everyone!

2006-02-02T10:41:00.000-08:00

i'm sorry... everytime when i blog, it's always not good..

if u have something you wanna do but havent do, please do it immeadiately before it's too late....

i'm telling you because it happened on me. i had no guts to do it and now they are gone. believe me, you will bear it for the rest of your life.

i'm sorry auntie, i wish i could have done it but i didn't. i wanted to tell you that the moment you held my hands and comforted me that day, i felt warmth in your hands, like a mother's and you forgive me.i'm not good at talking so i gave you a hug. i just want you to know that i care for you too....

i asked you to be strong but why didn't you listen......?

rest in peace auntie...and help me to wish keegan happy birthday when you see him ...... i miss both of you...

2006-01-30T09:02:00.000-08:00

We are all weird!!

I just read Kye's blog and ... it's so weird! Only just now was i talking with Jia Ling abt having weird dreams (and yes, Kye, they do play like long movies) and he as well? whoa.. weird.

I dreamnt that i got involved in some sort of government conspiracy and was sent from lab to lab then finally they sent me back to NS for a second round and when i couldnt get my trainers name right (and she was wearing hell lot of makeup.. real name is Cg. Zarina or sthg) they wanted to punish me so i ran away and thus began my long journey in a foreign place, penniless and scared, dodging government officials, stealing money from payphones and even considering prostitution! i mean, WTN?

And Jia Ling's dream was just... uh... uh... BLOODY INTERESTING and way way better than mine in the sense that i'd rather be in her situation thank you very much.

What is with these dreams? Tis the season? Hey, monkeys, anyone else got these movie like long dreams? If we all do, lets post up a collection of dreams on wildlife reserve, k? For now, im going to try and make myself dream something cool and not NS related. *shiver*

Read Sleepless Beauty yet? No? GO READ IT NOW on the class blog! *self promoting* hehehe

2006-01-24T08:46:00.000-08:00

Merci Pur... isht LOVE!

This is a daily ritual.
Me: RAAARRR i'm hungry!! *stomps to fridge and opens it* Why don't we ever have food in here? *whines and complains* *stomps away*

Until today.
Me: RAAARRR i'm hungry!! * stomps to fridge and opens it* Why still got no food one? *whines and complains* *stomps away*
Mum: *stares*.....

3 hours later i notice
Sis: *munching contentedly on chocolate*
Me: !!!!!!!!!! Where did you get that???!!!
Sis: *blinks* mum brought back an entire stash of chocolates from the airport la. You didn't know?
Me: *runs full speed to fridge* *opens* *sees huge stash of chocolates inside* 0_o How come i didn't see it one?!
Sis:.... it's been there for days, jie.
Me: *ignores sis* *huggles chocolate* Merci Pur Milk Cream Chocolate!!! *heart* *heart*
Sis: *stares*....
Mum: *stares*....

Yes, i can be THAT blur >_<;;
I'm considering getting a Deviantart account... should i or shouldnt i? Updating it would be a problem tho, considering my drawing speed and inconsistency. Then again, it's good exposure... *grumbles*

Random boredom post by Kage

2006-01-20T09:25:00.000-08:00

Hurhurhurhur...
Dragon Master and Steeds Copyrights Kage Li 2006

Click image for full view. Anyway, some of you have seen this some of you haven't.. this is the finished work. Might consider coloring it sometime (notlikely) I'm still a sucker for dragons... i love dragons! They're so flexible considering they don't exist. In case you're wondering, the smaller dragon is NOT a dog or a horse mix, it's a birdragon!! *heart* It's gonna grow bigger, yeah. And the bigger one is NOT any dragon from Inuyasha because i have never watched Inuyasha, jackee...

Uthaya Sangkar. I have every reason to give him the uber sarcastic-pissed-off look. I think he thinks we're that sort of class who doesnt listen (partly true) but i was NOT talking about who i met in the morning with geri i was bloody DISCUSSING with her about the damn topic. No discussing, just think? Do you hear yourself speak man? Do you think all girls ever do is GOSSIP? *fumes* yes, i'll try to be very nice and not taunt him further.

Asides that it seems life is getting too busy for my own good. Does anyone ever notice how shaky my hands are during presentations? I got over the nervousness already (after so many presentations) but somehow my hands still shake like crazy.

Memoirs of a Geisha was really something. I watched it with the CF gang and believe me its hard to concentrate when Max is repeating "Loli, Loli!!" and Ezel is going "Paedophile!" and Jackee bursting out "They changed it!" every few minutes next to you -_-;; The settings are gorgeous, the acting (esp Hatsumomo) is great, there was never a boring moment (eels and caves lol). Thought its pretty different from the book, its still worth watching anyway just for its beauty and mystery. I wanna kimonoooooooo~ buy me one and i'll love you for life kthxbai.

Perspective is just.... wonderful.

A congratulations to a dear friend of mine who is now officially known as supergenius for scoring staright A's in his A Levels. See i told you you could do it. Always knew you could, never doubted it but i do wish you'd try and believe in yourself more, ok? Cos it's all about the mindset.

2006-01-15T03:34:00.000-08:00

One step forward for the ACG fandom!

*excited* Have you read today's Sunday Star? Yes, it's true, finally a section on Anime and Manga! Thought it only spans three pages, i personally think it's a big step forward in a sense that it represents the acknowledgement of society towards this phenomenon and the power of the Malaysian fandom. Doubtless, it will mean something good for all us otaku's... and trust me, it'll be no surprise if it'll become a pull-out in the Star someday. It'll be like an AnimeManga and maybe even Cosplay and Doujin pull-out section! *yayness*

Of all the article writers i only know Max and Vic... maybe Jia Ling is going to be a contributor as well. I just hope this will be a boost to the doujinshi scene locally and more importantly, change people's perception of anime and manga and also change the comic industry for the better. Must work harder for Comic Fiesta! Time to take on the sponsors! *gets dragged by Jia Ling* @0@

Am i the only one who feels that Gempak is no longer worth reading? In all honesty, the quality of the local comics has decreased so drastically i feel embarassed just looking at some of the published works. How they plagiarise manga is so... downright low! Argh it just infuriates me. And don't even start on those jakuns who always say "Kenapa mau lukis stail Jepun? Kamu orang Malaysia ka orang Jepun? Takde stail sendiri ka?" and makes me want to wring their necks.

I'm telling you, even Lat is that way. As Jia Ling has repeated so many countless times, there is no specific Malaysian style of drawing a comic. There can be no style that is original because we're not the country that started drawing comics. We are a multicultural society, we can't have a style that is distinctly our own without gravitating towards or being influenced by one of the many cultures. Why do you flame us whose style is influenced by manga, but have no complaints about the Ma Wing Shing and Marvel/DC influenced artists? Don't give me that mangaanime-is-so-mainstream shit. This is our passion. And to be involved in the growth of this fandom is something i take great pride in.

*panics* presentation is tomorow and i have done nothing! The entire weekend i've been grappling with Perspective Studies. I was stupid enough to create a two level bedroom and it completely confused me when i actually got down to drawing the lines! In theory, it seems simple but when you try to do it, it's like *#!$^%&# Now i understand why they say it's the hardest subject this term. But it's so imporatant! Esp for me who wants to be a comic artist...

Calligraphy is boring. The research of it, i mean. *googles and re-googles* sigh...

Sharon dear, lovely seeing you again! Sorry for the unexpected downpour... but we were quite a sight weren't we, all drenched and soaked! lol Told you Zen was good...

2006-01-06T08:32:00.000-08:00

Kage posting! Fuh~ only one weekend left before the term starts.

I just went to the class blog and i'm like 0_o at the 33 comments about the new timetable. Whoa. Talk about an outlet for your pent up feelings. But still, petition or etc, i doubt they're going to ever change the timetable. For one thing it would screw up every other classes timetable and mess up the lecturers schedule.

It's just 3 months anyway.. as with our entire school life, we just have to bear with it. And Ben told me that in major year we have night classes 0_o;; I think that's far worse!

I've had four weeks to reminisce and laze and procrastinate on my assignments. And the result of all the thinking and daydreaming is a very furious pent up

FRUSTRATION

because i just turned 18 and next thing you know i'm 19. It's like... Oh my gosh, where did my entire life go? I mean.. life is so short, you know? I remember when i was 15 that 19 seemed like aeons away and i was thinking "When i'm 19, i'm gonna be a famous comic artist," and all those sort of ambitions.

And now i'm 19. And what am i? A mediocre art student. Nothing at all like the person i imagined i would be. Not famous, not talented, not outstanding. Nothing. Talk about feeling useless, feeling like just another speck of dust in this wide wide universe.

I know what they say about people taking their own time to mature and all. But it's a fact that the world views people as such.

12 year old kid can paint like Leonardo: Holy cow! Amazing!
18 year old teen can paint lke Leonardo: Oh.. cool!
27 year old adult can paint like Leonardo: Uh. ok.
40 year old adult can paint like Leonardo: mmhmm.

And it bloody irritates me. It's as if time is defying me, it's running so fast and i can't catch up. I look elsewhere for comfort and what do i see? 13 year old singers producing their how many-eth album, 20 year old millionares on interview in the news, 18 year old movie stars signing their next contract, 15 year old boy who can produce master class CG... the list goes on and on. It's like their life is in 5th gear and my gears won't even move. I have all the tools, all the resources but i am still lacking. I am lacking the experience, lacking the drive, lacking the talent.

Call me selfish or whatever. And yes, i am very very impatient. Is it so wrong to want to be somebody, to achieve dreams you've yearned for for years, to make an impact in this world in which we live on for only such a short time? I want to make a difference. While i still can.

2006-01-02T09:14:00.000-08:00

i was really glad that finally i know who are my true friends...

they really care for me when i felt really miserable and despair... though i treated them nastily and how horrible my attitude was with them, they forgive me.*sob sob*

i was touched and i miss the feeling..... i dont know how to explain exactly what kind of feeling it is but it an old feeling that i miss and enjoy. *hug you guys..*

oh, i'm creating a new acc soon where i will write my deepest feelings.

guys and girls, pls take care of yourself ok? i really love you all..

2005-12-30T01:10:00.000-08:00

Kage: T_T

Remind me never to go travelling locally again.

So i went to Ipoh for what was supposed to be a 2 nights thing and ended up returning after only one. Couldn't stand the place. Besides the food, Ipoh is utterly and completely boring. And where have all the road signs gone??? As usual, try as i might, i STILL could not find Kellie's Castle. It's like a curse i tell you. People, if you really want a good place to go stuff yourself full of food, Ipoh is the place to go. But for sightseeing and relaxing, i say Taiping. I love Taiping. End of story.

Jia Ling... As usual, i don't know whether to laugh or cry. Nah, i'll *hug* you instead. Thanks, girl! It's surprising to know you can be so sweet at times lol. I may be your assistant (NOT lackey and subordinate) but you know i'll only add more to your load =P (yes, guess what, Kage is now Assistant Public Relations Manager in a department of 2 in Comic Fiesta)

Geri... do you remember we promise to go out shopping? I'm still waiting...

To all those who sent me birthday wishes, thank you thank you thank you... You guys were the ones keeping me going when i was sick in bed. Love you all!

Special mention to a certain pair who lasted me through the birthday party which was supposed to be attended by about 7 other people who all couldn't make it because of sickness (it is NOT called a Hawkflu, Kye) and lack of transport. Talk about a surprise party, lol. Oh, go try Zen, people. It's not as pricey as you think and it's awfully filling.

I have one whole week left. One week to finish reading my manga, drawing my stuff, partying, yam cha-ing and shopping. Assignments can wait la...

NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION.
- work on my relationship with God.
- to actually complete last year's resolution.
- uh... act my age? right... lol
- STOP PROCRASTINATING (this never works)
- start driving properly and not treat the road like it were the one in NFS.
- be more responsible, more sensitive to other people's feelings (i can be SO blur sometimes)
- must find an income.
- must be more outgoing, more active, etc.
- learn HTML (who can teach poor lil me?)
- stop being so darn obsessed over results. (it's a disease i tell you)

2005-12-28T09:50:00.000-08:00

a pack of maggie mee was never enough for me...

today, i stared at the bowl of maggie mee for a while and thought it was too much for me.... i didn't finish it.

my uncle was back from london and i hav to go red box with them... i almost cried many times when they force me to sing...and i hav to.

i drank a bottle of beer and half cup of champagne(my mum stop me from accessive drinking)and it has no effect on me....... i thought it would be better if i was a bit drunk...

i'm sorry lisian that i couldn't attend your birthday party..... i dont want to spoil your good day celebrating with them.... i'll make it up for you... promise..

2005-12-28T06:12:00.000-08:00

In memory of Keegan Lee.

A friend of Geri's and mine passed away in a car accident on Christmas night. The news was shocking and unexpected as neither of us had maintained contact with him since mid high school.

I myself did not know him very well, we were more of a passing aquaintance. But for Geri, it was the opposite. We mourn his loss.

His death made me realise just how unpredictable life is. Everyday you read the papers about soemone dying in a murder or a car accident and it doesn't affect you much because you've never known the deceased. But what if you recognise the person in the obituaries? What if you knew the victim?

It's completely different then...

He was so young. He had a whole future ahead of him. All that was lost because of one person's thoughtless mistake.

I am glad to say that he was not the one driving. He was not drinking. He was merely in the wrong place in the wrong time with the wrong person.

Friends, it has made me appreciate you all the more. And my own life as well. Because you never know, really. You never know.

2005-12-26T09:24:00.000-08:00

who say i dont update the blog? i do but not so often..*laziness*

26th December 2005, i'll remember this day for my whole life becoz today is the funeral of my very special friend, Keegan Lee Kit Weng. Finally, i have the courage to write his fullname and actually say it out loud. i didn't dare to, for some reason, i dont know why either. maybe becoz he was my first love and he was the only one drove me crazy for years. This was suppose to be a happy day for me becoz i was invited to Sam's party but suddenly i received a call from Daniel and he told me the bad news.

He was lying there as if he was he was sleeping deeply(i couldn't accept the fact that he's leaving us forever). i really wished that he would wake up and say:"pee-ka-boo.. i got ya"(he used to say that but.....) .He looked lively(except for his black lips) and for a second i thought he was alive but i outbursted a cry becoz after that i realised that he wasn't . i miss his voice, his smile and the way he used to treat me.

He was very sweet but a timid person. Hmmmp.. he likes purple colour( how stupid of me didn't think bout it while i was buying flowers.End up only with white roses) and he hates onions( it's my favourite though). i can still clearly remember that he sang a song to me at the road side on the way walking home together from school, still remember that we shared a plate of 'chee cheong fun' in catholig high school during the squash tournament(we both lost but get to ponteng school and had fun) while every student there was staring at us and he used to wish me happy studying before the class starts. I miss that all, as if everything that happened was just yesterday.

Keegan, i'm sorry for all the bad things that i've done to you. i'm sorry that i did not even talk to you on that day when we met in the cinema. Eventhough sometimes i didn't feel like seeing you again but i did hope that one day, after a long time we will meet on a street or somewhere and chat like old friends. It's becoz of you that i know the true meaning of love and care for each other. No other guy has give me the same feeling that you gave me before. You taught me a lot of things and you are still teaching me courage and be strong now even you are not here anymore.

And thank you, Oon-yow and Nadiah, for keeping me company when i really needed someone in situation like this. Thanks to Keegan's brother, Christopher Lee, for comforting me when i was quite emotional(when Oon-yow suddenly disappeared).

Please tell me how to accept this fact, Keegan, while i'm still hoping to see ur nice brown eyes and to hear your voice, while i can still feel you are very close to me. love you always..

geri.

2005-12-22T03:04:00.000-08:00

Because i feel like updating n geri never updates!!

First of all. To my dearest student. Kye.

What in the world happen to your figures???
I order u to go to ToA n i will ajar u all over again!! Lol, just kiddin la.. cos we all oso rusted alredi. *looks at own figures* -_-;; diiieeeeee~~~~

I love figures. I do. But 10 figures. 10. figures. Is enough to ruin my holiday (despite the fact that it only takes 2 hrs to do one, which means i can actually finish it in a day minus ZZZzz).

*cries* one more day left in Cat City~ T_T i don't wanna go baacckkk~!!

Those whom i owe a souvenir, come claim it from meh or you'll nvr get it (said souvenir is to be exchanged with a present of even higher value). Right. (because it's my ********!!)

Geri, i still do not understand the last sentence of your post.

Monkeys. I miss you all!!! (not) no,really. I do. Honest.

Kage!

2005-12-19T09:57:00.000-08:00

i have been reading this book called 'Cronicles of Narnia' few days ago borrowed from lisian. I know it's abit late but at least i'm reading it, dear lisian. God! i've told you i cannot start reading a book this thick not during the holidays. now i'm reading it till my family thought i'm highly drugged of this book.

"Don't you think that NARNIA needs it's rest too?"---very faint voice from the kitchen..

"God!! NARNIANS dont sleep at night?---- voice from dont know where..

" It's time for NARNIA to eat, dont you think so?"--- voice from somewhere again..

" Oh!! Even Lucy thinks that you should get a warm bath"---- voice from the room of my mum's i sure..

" All the NARNIA stuff bout her..."---......

"Oh look! The NARNIA finally is awaken!"---was too inten on my book that i didn't care where did the voice came from.... "Just look at her majestic stresses..."

They called me the NARNIA or NARNIANS you see, what a wonderful family of mine that i think i have to start being like them and join the fun(or insanity or craziness or whatever you like to call it) Hehe, no doubt i've been sticking my head to this book for the last few days at room.

i would like to thank my brother for reminding me to eat, and my mum of course. then i would like to thank my sister for reminding me to bathe. last of all, i want to thank my dad reminding me that my eyes need some rest. OH!! and thank my cousin for telling me that NARNIA has gone into my nerves.

thank you all, thank you all.

(thanks to lisian for lending me this book..... ermmm...... let's see, what else?... erm ..i guess nothing much oledi) p.s. DONT TELL LISIAN THAT I'LL TOTALLY FORGET ABOUT HER BIRTHDAY AND ASK HER NOT TO REMIND ME BOUT IT. thank you.

2005-12-17T03:10:00.000-08:00

Figures? What figures?

30 plus posts later and i still have not figured out why i do not have a title box above my create post box. Geri, now that i think about it, WHY in the world did you name this blog yeah....yay...?

A week has passed and i haven't done any figures. Who has pls tell me so i can haunt your dreams and use Rubber Ducky to hypnotise you and tell you not to finish your figures. It's a holiday for goodness sake!

I just read Sammie's blog... i do hope she's alright... that's an amazing amount of red in a blog entry...

*cries* today is the first day of the Comic Fiesta and i am missing it. Jackee had better remember to buy my doujins... argh to miss all the cosplay, comic and craziness! It's the one thing i regret i'm missing besides the Swensen's trip (sorry, James) and the Narnia exhibition at MV (why, Daw Ming? Why?)*cries somemore* If anyone is going to the Narnia thing, pls pls pls take some photos of the armor, weapons n creatures for me? I'd gladly pay you for it.

Am feeling very happy for several reasons. One is because i'm currently expanding my fantasy world (and it's not called Dracolshia, mind you), two is cos i'm stuffing myself with Kolo Mee (a Kuching delicacy) three because i'm having enough sleep, four because i've fallen in love (you'd never guess who) and five because a certain someone has finally found his certain someone (and it was never me to begin with).

And because i have too much time on my hands (for once) i shall proceed to bore you all with a superbly long story about the Kingdom of CD055-1 being paid a visit by the Queen of Dracolshia and the emissaries of Kageland to conduct a dragon trade, in which Ethan is the High Lord and King, Willy is the High Queen, Chin Hou is the royal architect, Ben and Ben being the pair of Court Jesters, Sammie being the Fanning Princess, Junn Tseng being Master of the Panda style of martial art, Chris being the King's own Knight, Shaza being the Damsel in This Dress, Shawn being the Extraordinary Wanderer from his own world, Geri being the Other Damsel in This Dress, James and Sam being Captain of the guards, Amrail being the Advisor, Kenneth as Royal Pest Exterminator, Jia Ling as ambassador of the Kingdom of CF, Chrystal being Ruling Queen and Regent of Dracolshia, May, Eve and Ashlei being the Three Rockytiers and everyone else whom i missed as Citizens and Nobles of CD055-1.

Me? I'm the Creator, of course. *laughs*

Forget the long story. Remembering to include everyone has tired me out. I'll bore you next time. *runs off and forgets completely*

Egakegakegak (don't get it? Go read KennySia.)

2005-12-12T04:22:00.000-08:00

@ Kuching..

Ola ppl, just to inform ya, pls do not message me if u see me online.. cos chances are it aint me. Using my cousins computer and msn tends to sign itself in unless i bother to disable it. So, if anything important, pls sms or call my handphone. On the other hand, if i message YOU then chances are it's me.

arrrgghhhh two days of holiday has passed!!! *anger anger* why is time so cruel to me?? *stares at assignment load*.....

i actually had to bring along my BBFB (Big Black Flat Bag) and chuck it onto the aeroplane. I tell u, Air Asia is utterly and completely messed up. Their system is such that you would say "WHAT system?" I only got my tickets 10 minutes before take off time (after waiting an hour in a congested counter place full of frustrated ppl) and they had to cha me further by placing the damn plane at Gate A11, the gate at THE VERY FRIGGIN END of the supremely long terminal. They made me run in a long skirt!! By the time i boarded the plane i felt like killing everybody.

*anger anger*

Rainy season here wit typical M'sian weather. One second its burning hot, the next its raining storms. Food is great, relatives are great, weather is... 'great', reading is great.. i'm so lovin life.

Well, catch u guys later. I have a Kuching Kucing to snare for someone.

Kage (who, though a bird, is not cat food.)

2005-12-09T05:13:00.000-08:00

The Art Student, the last day of semester and Term Break!

Have you watched Narnia? No? GO WATCH NARNIA!!! Narnia is so so so so good and is ten times better if you have read the book. I must say Disney certainly overdid themselves this time, learning from LOTR n HP's mistakes. The movie is true to the book and it evoked precisely the emotions i felt whilst reading the book. The cast is excellent, they make the HP cast look like lil amateurs n the music is amazing! Not to mention the animation... i have never seen such realistically rendered creatures.

NARNIA ROCKS!!

Otherwise, it's officially term break and all of cd 055-1 is singing in joy and bliss while trying not to be reminded of the 10 figures we hav to finish. Me? Im gonna be packing to leave on Suday morn.. will be back someday. Someday. Have to consider running away from a certain day during which a bunch of people wish to see my face decorated with cream. Please don't make up any strange, new 'traditions' guys.. Honestly, after joining almost every bday party this class has hosted, i can pretty much expect whats coming. Enough to fear for myself. *runs away*

Todays live sketch was so... i mean honestly, WHAT THE HELL WERE WE WAITING FOR?? And why can't people just stay still for once.. i really felt like whipping out my wand and casting Petrificus Totallus on them. And ppl are so self conscious. I was sketching so fast i barely had time to appreciate the amount of half naked bodies running around.. you wont believe the amount of pot bellied men, lobster skinned gweilaos and skinny boys in skintight undies.

Things to do during Term Break:
- sleep, sleep, sleep
-practice watercolor, ink and charcoal.
-finish figures.
-did you think i'd really do the above two?
-get reacquainted with my book collection
-draw a comic n some Photoshop projects for personal practice. Been a long while since i drew sthg i want, no what d lecturers want.
- buy artbooks!!
-finish downloading my manga
-spend more time on my religious faith
- play Resident Evil 4, finish Suiko 4 n Silent Hill 4. Why all is 4 one?
- have fun, eat and eat and eat and relax.
-everyone do the above one ok?

haha.. i'll see you guys around.. everyone have fun n happy hols!

Kagekagekage signing out!

2005-12-07T08:32:00.000-08:00

A BIRTHDAY POST!!

Today we celebrate the 18th birthday of Pan Jia Ling aka JacKee aka Jeling aka Pan aka Oyakata aka *censored* (the names the Creatures call her 0_0) aka Loudest Gal in cd 055-1!!

*strangled by bday gal*

When it comes to Jia Ling, i have a lot to say, In fact i have so much to say, and so does she, that all our conversations, no matter how odd and bizarre end with this.

Li Sian and Jia Ling: "AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
*pause*
"We really should record our conversations."
"Yeah."

An example of this: (one fine day in the bedroom of JL)

JL: I don't understand how you ppl can like shounen ai and yaoi!!
LS: Hey, i only like shounen la.
JL: ....still!! You and Kidchan both one kind one..
LS: Why not? It's like... TWO leng chais!! Better than one ma! In fact, i dont get why you DON'T like shounen.
JL:Cos i'm normal! Not like you ppl!
LS: *stares at the 'accidently bought' hentaiyaoi stuff on the shelf* (normal? -_-;;) Well, it's better than seeing your fave guy being grabbed by another girl.
JL: Actually i'd rather see him with a girl.. like Athrun and Cagalliiiiii, Kira and Lacuuussss!!! *starts fangirling* I'll keeeeell them if they make Athrun gay!!!!! *fangirls sumore*
LS:..... i don't understand you. >: (
JL:...... i don't understand YOU. >: P
*stare*
JL:..... we really should record our conversations.
LS:.....yeah.

When Jia Ling talks, her sentences really do end with !!!!!!!! as to how she manages to do so... *shrug* btw. shounen ai is.... is.... like JT and HS. Yeah. Go figure.

Jia Ling's and awfully fun gal. She's one of the few ppl my mind thinks parallel with, others being Geri (poor dear has been sick lately... hope you're well, Geri?) and etc. Jia Ling is always contradicting herself, she's confused most of the time and hard of hearing all the time, her volume control is always set to max, she has no pause or mute setting, she's everywhere at once, her handphone is always making victory noises, her presentations can go on for eternity and her hair manages to attack everyone within range. Without fail.

But she's a very caring friend, always there to lend a hand (or a car or a computer or a printer), always lets me leech her stuff, she's awfully perceptive, very professional, and i know for a fact that she tries very hard to do well.. for others and herself. She's dedicated, mature and an all rounder, to conclude, one of the best people i've had the privilege to know.

And so, we celebrated at Dave's Deli, bought her a pandan cake, her fave, and only managed to shove her chin into the cream (what la you Sammie... shud push harder!!). She got a lovely G string by Sammie and Shaz, a gorgeous maroon one at that, and Chris insisted she try it on and show it and i carefully moved away from him *lol joking la Chris*

If i'm not mistaken, she should be at the surprise party now, courtesy of the Creatures..

I am now holding 10 tickets to the premier of Narnia, and holding 8 monkey's ToA tags *laughs* you'll never get then back!! NEVER!! *hides tags* Can't wait to watch Narnia.. it'll be a well deserved reward after so many presentations.

2 more days people!! 2 MORE FRIGGIN DAYS!!
My status for your amusement:
Design: must....mount...
History: 0% can you believe it.. even i can't. And it's 1am!!!
Fine Art: 10%, test 0%
Presentation speech: 0% for both. Looks like it's ketam time.

ps: Whosoever dares to give me a g string for my bday will not get any cake. *ohohoho*

Kagekagekage!!!!!

2005-12-03T05:41:00.000-08:00

THE FISH MARKET UNCLE AND THE BUTCHER

Have you seen swan and kel in apron?

Hehe, too bad i didn't bring camera along today to the dunno what they call the programme. Swan really looked like an uncle from market selling fish.

Swan: sai dou fish!!! ma yau fish!! bak chong fish!!! Faster faster come!!! Wah, so big fish!!
mai lei tai, mai lei tai oi!!! Veli flesh veli fresh!! oi leng lui...(all leng lui's' gone in a sec)

Kel: Which part you want? The stomach?!! No?! What about the tail?!! The legs?!!! Or the head?!! Come on man!! Wat about the ears?!! OK, that's it, you are buying all of it!! chui chui dei RM300!! SOLD!! (customer frowned in disbelief)

The programme was held in Saujana hotel. High class hotel with lousy england. i think dracolshian is gonna put up those pictures she took in her blog. She snapped pictures of the sign board and a notice pasted in the girls toilet. Terrible. Imagine the place was full of foreigners. What an embarrassment for the malaysians.

Marina, a four-year-old japanese girl was our first customer for glass painting. She was so cute!!! Then was Justin. He was more interested in painting the table. So i had to do his glass painting for him (Hmp!!). I still remember a girl name Ainsley, four and malaysian. She speaks fluent english and very smart too (ermmm.... i think she is....) . she kept asking: " can i pell it off and do the magic?" i think she had too muh of Harry Potter because i applied the gum fluid and then i told her that it works like magic as we can peel it off later...

ohh... cannot continue my story liao... my brother is making noise. i think i wont be able to blog for a while too.. sad..

Oh!!By the way swan, dont ah lian'fy' lisian's language. The dirty word is degrading her status and dignity.... (why am i talking for her?)

At the end of the day, do you know what we get? A bag full of children milk powder Enfa Grow and maternal stuff.... Swan suggested that we should keep the Enfa Grow for William so that we can bring it on monday and pass it to him.

"well, at least we got a bag," said Swan.

yalor...it's geri lar. You dunno meh? Every time have to tell you(pointing sammie)

2005-12-01T08:03:00.000-08:00

TERM BREAK TERM BREAK TERM BREAK

is not here yet.

It's been awhile.. Kage writing.. you wont find me online lately cos of several reasons. That being assignments and laziness. Just turning on the computer has become quite a task.

Term break is nearing and i have absolutely no mood to do my work. I can see others are sharing the same feeling.. JT just told me he won't be passuping (yea, new word) any figures next week. I find that recently, the members have been more hardworking than the leaders. Shame on you leaders!!

Geri: aren't you a group leader too?

Kage:.....

ANYway, the one thought on my mind is going back to my hometown.. for two whole beautiful glorious weeks in Sarawak!! Rest and makan heaven.. sadly it means i wont be able to join any trips u guys may be planning for the break. But i'll be back before Christmas so.. *pokes Sammie* got Christmas party?

Just to remind you all to go to COMIC FIESTA (17th n 18th dec) to suport our local comic and doujin scene. If you love manga, anime, comics and cosplaying or you just wanna have fun (and see Jia Ling goof up on stage lol), go for it!! Details at www.comicfiesta.com or just ask Jia Ling.

Seems like the week of Presentations and Exams. Stressnya... but despite the pressure, the amazing me still manages to find time to go shopping. Book shopping!! *grabs all the Neil Gaiman books* For the bookaholics:

Popular, Ikano Power Centre is having its Anniversary Sale, all books 20% off and music 10% off (except nett price items). Starts 2nd Dec till 11th (i think)

Popular, Summit having a Clearance Sale up to 90% off books from 2nd till11th. Go for this!! Lots and lots of bargains.. you'll see me haunting the place on the first and last days.

For Artbooks and comics, go to Kinokuniya where they always have a corner for discounted books, one at the entrance, another at one of the pillars next to the Chinese comics section.

To the gals: Did you know Takeshi Kaneshiro is coming here? 3rd Dec, KLCC Eslanade, 8.30 pm along with a co star and director of Perhaps Love. Go fangirl. Now.

Someones birthday is coming.. hehe.. prepare to push another face into the cake..

Somebody remember to go get Narnia tickets!! *pokes JT n Chris*

edit: why DON'T i have titles?? o_0;;

2005-11-25T17:38:00.000-08:00

i....(ha.....ha.....ha..... chiu!!!!) now.... (ha..chiu!!!) wait... (ahek ahek!!!!) oh ya...(ha chiu)..... toilet( arhem) get rid of.... (puih!) yucks...(ha chiu!!! ha ha ha........ha chiu!!!) oh dear......(ahek.....ahek ahek ahek) what the....(ahek)....damn it!!! (ahek ahek.....ha ha ha chiu....) god so bless me!!!

they say....(ahek!!) i...(ahek) sounded like (ha ha ha chiu!!) GHOST!!! toilet...

2005-11-23T10:43:00.000-08:00

Eyes on Me.

The room was, doubtless, cold, but i could feel a soft ray of heat on my skin. I looked around me to find faces obscured in semi darkness, their hollow eyes resting on me and my every move. Such intent gazes, so fierce they frightened me.

I looked down. The stark white of the floor mingled with the gray of casted shadows. I remained still and listened. The sritch sritch of busy hands resonated in my mind. I focused on the denim blue of my jeans, stubbornly dodging the gaze of the persistent watchers.

I looked up. A blinding yellow light forces me to squint as i freeze, like a deer caught in the headlights of a truck. I turn away.

The eyes are still on me. They will not look away.

A heavy weight rests on my left shoulder. It presses me down and my hand aches trying to support its weight and my own. I am trapped and my gaoler adds to my torment by the passing minutes.

How much longer can i endure this agony?

"Thank you." Ning Wei says tersely as the sound of newsprint crackling echoes throughout the room. Jia Ling finally gets off my shoulder and we both stretch before we hop off the table. I flexed my nearly numb hands as i prepare my drawing board for the next live sketch.

I hate being the model. *rubs hands*

2005-11-20T07:39:00.000-08:00

BOREDOM POST

Boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored

To the fact that im supposed to be doing my assigns.. but its almost Monday.. havent done a thing as usual..

Went to KINO to accompany my sis to go shopping (actually its to save her life. She's afraid of salesppl and cashiers) as she just got her yearly harvest of reward money for her exams.

I KNEW I SHOULDNT HAVE GONE

What with my zero self control level. And zero budget status. But i saw artbooks and comic galore and i couldnt help myself...

At the Main Kino, i spottted a gay couple. They seemed to be Indo or Malay so.. how did i know they were gay? Its cos of their body language and the fact that they were readin Antique Cafe/Bakery a relatively popular shounen ai comic. And they kept throwing me suspicious looks as i shadowed them in hopes of grabbing the book (heck, how often do you find an open comic in Kino??)

The Isetan Kinokuniya saw a new staff member, a purebreed Japanese leng chai (a rarity naturally brown haired specimen) named Miyagi who guided me through the process of ordering a book. I'll never forget his first words to me...

"May i help you, Sir?"

*keelsoverdies*

Can't really blame the guy. His English is.. Engpanese or somethin. I could barely understand him and viceversa. But i got my order done at any rate. Then.. i spotted it... a diminutive looking pizza box thingy on the top shelf. My Hawk eyes saw the gothic print and read it out to be

FABRICA THEOLOGIAE

For those of you who dont know its the artbook of Trinity Blood by Thorres and the reason its so unique to be worth between RM400 to RM 600 is because its a limited print (only 2000 on this beootiful Earth), with a thick pizza box cover which contains a 256 gloss page book with every illustration of TB encased in a BLACK VELVET hardcover with GOLD embossed print!!!

*dies*

It looks gorgeous, it feels gorgeous and my calculative mind estimates it to be worth double in abt ten years time. As i browsed thru the book the salesgirls eyes were on me like an eagle (expensive book ma.. as if i dunno how to turn a page properly) and passersby craned their necks to check out what cool thingy i was reading. The price tag is RM450 and i had a duel with my dearest dad over it. He finally agreed on it as my birthday pressie *yayness* but also on the condition that i must (as usual) score straight A's.

I had to order it though cos the shelf edition was so molested it had fingerprint marks on the velvet and drool marks on the pages (ok, the last one was an exaggeration..) and because its limited, i may or may not get it at all. So.... see my luck la. Am i fated to see the beautiful face of Tres and Nightroad again?

If you like vampires, gothic, super leng chais in killer costumes and religious themes, go check out Trinity Blood. I said GO. NOW. *spreads TB love*

Todays purchases: Idea Factory 10th Anniversary, ordered Disgaea Chara Collection and Fabrica, almost bought Earthian (what is a Blu title doing on M'sian shelves?? 0_0 Its all shounen ai and yaoi publications la!!) and DN Angel vol 11 (waiting for bootleg)

2005-11-19T02:52:00.000-08:00

i was really stupid to do that but the only thing i can do is to apologize for million times.

i shouldn't make my problems into yours...i admitt i was bad to even think of it.

okay...

i'll talk bout something happy. i visited chrystal's blog and i like her story very much. it's bout minion something and rascal something. hehe, did you create the names by yourself? haha, funny.

my initial design was really really worse. haih!! during the critic(chris, may, eve, chin hou and me), we helped each other to improve our designs. i will have to start all over again from the very beginning, yah the pencil thumbs. so you see? i'm not that good in design afterall. i ching rocks!! she lend me two books for my reference and i got a handful of pretty designs. yeah...!! (but still got lots to do)

the sponsorship talk was eerrmmm....i dont know....i mean nothing. chin hou said: "did you realise she keep saying join the programme....., join the programme....be our guinea-pigs...." . they think we are so innocent that we dont know actually they are the ones who get the most benefit. And she taught us a game( i cant remember her name), raise up your hand and point upwards. then turn clock wise, your hand slowly put down(with your hand still turning clock-wise) at the end you will see your hand turning anti clock-wise. optical illusion. And these taught us a lesson, when you look up, everything is okay; when you look down, everyting turned upside down. whatever that means, i dont know either.

fine arts was very interesting and i learnt alot of thing from ck, our lecturer. who said it was nice? ck pointed out a lot of mistakes and he said it can be better. i think he meant i should be better. i love the granny you draw lar(chystal).... i feel like pinching her chicks. jialings was not bad either. i still cannot anderstand watercolour.

many probs lately, and i'm trying to be like jt, the carefree person or like chin hou the secretive type. but nevermind, i'll try my best to shut up next time and control my stupid temper

2005-11-17T07:16:00.000-08:00

The Low Down on HARRY POTTER!!

Today 13 monkeys from Monkeyclass went to watch the latest installation of HP, HP4: The Goblet of Fire. Or Cawan Berapi if you like *pfft* The wonderful JT and Chris bought an entire row in the cinema and lelonged off the seats. Determined not to miss it (since i seem to miss every movie outing you guys plan), esp since its the first day of showing, i went for it.

Jac'Kee, why you din buy popcorn? *cries* (leeches from Ashlei) Thankiu to the SSD dept for the free Lemon Tea!!

So.. Harry Potty and the Goblet of Fire. *Warning: Spoilers ahead!*

First off, the scenery and settings are GORGEOUS!!! As jacKee said, just watching it makes your hand itch to draw something.. anything. The charas overview (inclusive of comments n observations from other monkeys)

Harry: He really never ever combs his hair. The boy is such a bishie *heart* from some angles!! And his eyes are one green one blue it seems. And he is so white!! Pale white.. and so very hot in the prefect bathroom scene *ohohohoho* (JacKee fangirls, Sammie fans herself. Harry gathers bubbles around him to hide the view below) WET BISHIE!! Personally, i love the scene where he dribbled juice when smiling back at Cho. I am so the Daniel Radcliffe fangirl once again.

Hermione: Didn't say much in this movie. I agree that the purple dress is.. uh.. not so nice. She literally jumps on Harry and screams angsty style at Ron. I thought her lines sounded pretty fake this time around..

Ron: He has muscles, dude!! *getswhacked* the guy is so angsty and.. possesive? despite the growth spurt, he has kept the 'huh?' blur look that i adore. he and Harry are so "I don't fren fren you anymore!!".. like kiddies.. and he looks smashing in his dress gown. And i mean dress. gown.

The Weasley Twins: As JacKee observed, arent they sposed to be shorter than their dear bro Ron? I love their comic sarcasm.. and they so look good in beards, haha

Draco Malfoy: Looks like he forgot the Brylcreem. At least his forehead aint so.. spacious now. He really should just stay as a cute white ferret that travels down peoples pants. He lost all the antagonist coolness he had in past movies..

Daddy Malfoy: The only thing i like is his Sephiroth like hair.

Neville: Isn't he sposed to be short and chubby? The guys taller than Harry now!! In no way does he look like someone often bullied.

Cho Chang: Despite the initial doubts, she's actually not half bad. Especially in a sexy silver cheongsam. Really good figure for an Asian. Her Brit slang scares me, tho.

Cedric Digorry: Erm.. Not as handsome as i would expect.

Viktor Krum: Tops Cedric in the leng chai meter. Tho he is a complete jock. And is 'physical' lol. Durmstrang's ship ROCKS but their uniform is teh boring.

Fleur Delacour: There was no mention of her being a Veela. She's ok. Not snobby enough. By the way, am i the only one who gapes in horror at the Beauxbatons 'grand entrance'? They look like a bunch of schoolteachers.

The Girl Ghost (forgot her name, sorry): Is such a perverted pervert. Has the privilege of seeing all the bishies naked. *Harry gathers more bubbles around him*

Mad Eye Moody: Isn't he sposed to be thin? Anyway, tho i didnt like the casting at first, he turned out an okay Moody. His eye is as freaky as it should be. He's cool. In a weird way.

Severus Snape: My all time fave. The actor is gooooddd!! he still manages to spit the name Potter in a way no one else can. "PUH- otter" *dodges to avoid flecks of spit* He's cool. In a pathetic sort of way,

Dumblydore: Sigh. I loved loved loved the old Dumbledore. This one cant hold a candle to the last. Not enough grandeur n strength in this character, imo. He's even angstier than Harry! The guy really need some Panadol.

McGonagall" "put your hand on my waist, Weasley.." she's so yeng!

Hagrid: Has bad taste.

Mdm Maxime: Loves Hagrids.. beard lice. She looks like a dried prune. A giant dried prune.

Karkarrof: Is a cool name.

Barty Crouch Jr. : How does he flicklick his tongue like that??!!

Barty Crouch Snr. :Better off dead, the poor guy.

Wormtail: Pathetic. Tho i must salute him for chopping of a hand. On the spot.

VOLDEMORT!!: When he appeared, Geri turned around and said to me, "He's so handsome!!" *dies* He has no nose. He's born form a cauldron/pot. He looks like an alien. BUT he looks exactly as i imagined he would.. yay! Geri.. you really need to consult a therapist.. fast!! Morty here is like an SM king. Watch as he SM's a screaming Harry.

The Death Eaters: They do very funny things in the background. I saw one fan himself, Sammie saw one doing this praying action and Shaza saw another doing a monkeyclap. -_-;; despite the cool title, the only thing cool bout them is the tattoo.

Sirius et Serious: His skin is so dry its flaming. Needs lots and lots of moisturiser.

Parvati's: According to JT they're not BOTH in Gryfindor. But in the movie, they are.

The Hungarian Horntail: Deserves a special mention for ultimate yengness and stupidity. Ah.. the wonders of CG!! Not to mention the repair costs for the Hogwarts roof,

The Goblet of Blue Flames: Is obviously made in China for screwing up the Triwizard tournament, making it the Quadriplewizard tourney.

Fawkes: Should FLY! Or at least MOVE!

Hedwig and gang: I love love love the owls. esp the one that bites.

On the whole, i loved it, its the best movie among the four, bit irritated they cut off so much, adore the Harry fanservice and can't wait for Narnia. Er.. i mean the next HP movie.

For those who dont know, bishie is short for bishounen, a Jap term for pretty boys.

A review by Kage, who gives it four stars mainly cos of the graphics, CG and Harry. And mini dragons.

2005-11-11T09:40:00.000-08:00

This is for.. someone.. you know who you are.. the choice is yours.

Ano hito... watashi no daiichi daiji na no hito.. watashi honto ga wasuremono desuka? watashitachi no kankei.. watashitachi no kimochi.. no imi... kore..

Zenbu omae no tameni dayou. Wakaru ka?

I'm so very tired. So.. tired. Whatever i do is wrong, whatever i do goes wrong. Demo... nothing can be changed, ne? Time cannot be changed.

A friend of mine said "Li Sian, i never make regret and i don't intend to keep one."

Yeah. That's really good advice. Don't make any, don't keep any. Isn't it the same with promises.

Those of you who KPC enough to read the print... it's not meant for you, dears. You can rebuke me for the horrible language later.. right now, i'm in a mess.. dakara, minna.. please understand, ne?

Thank you all who were worried abt me. Thank you all who noticed. Thank you all who cared. You guys are the best..

2005-11-09T04:19:00.000-08:00

Kage sees naked people *_*

SO many naked men and women.. and it was prolly the first time ever when class cd 0551 did not do the jakun thing.. why? Because we had no time to. No one had any time to mention bout size, proportion and etc cos we had to move FAST to live sketch. WTH, 20 seconds only??? By the time i was done, i had already become accustomed to seeing naked ppl. *blink* i still can't understand how a guy can have such looooooonnnngggggg... arms. Right, guys? That curly haired guys arms are super long o_0 argh i can't get used to charcoal.

Guess what.. i actually did it.. i never thought i would.. but i did... i...

... actually finished my figures assignment!! *yayness* i slaved from 7 pm till 6am the next day.. that darn A2 composition cost me 7 hours!! Mr. Big Muscles-with-an-impossibly-smooth-ass took me 2 hours and by the time i collapsed on my bed, i was dead as was my eyesight. Really, drawing details can kill your eyes! (Take good notice of that, Kye. On the other hand, you could just eat watermelon)

Did you guys read todays Star? It's hard to believe that 44% of M'sians do it in the public loo.. i mean, it's a PUBLIC LOO for gosh sakes, it STINKS, it REEKS, it's DIRTY. Why would anyone resort to doing it in a public loo?

2% do it on the aeroplane (now you now why sometimes you have to wait forever to use the plane loo) 3% do it in public transportation (never look at Mini Bus's the same way again) 6% at schools ( now, don't we all know that already) 10% at the beach, 7% in clubs, 4% in alleyways (not much different from a loo is it?), 8% at parties,10% in front of cameras (talk about foolish) 6% in gardens (there... you know the KLCC park) 38% in cars (least thats better than public transportation) 15% at work and 24% in their parents bedroom.

Of course, this is part of the Durex Global Sex Survey.

Oh, and check this out. From the Mind Our English section.. these instructions were found on a drink holder.

-available to use each other of two men and lying on the plane you want
-be safe from all for the size case

hahahahahahaha the first one is totally crazy and i doubt anyone can tell me what the second is supposed to mean...

Today, had a date with an old pal.. she handed me the double diary we used to have for safekeeping. Ah, the good old days... for those of you who dont know, a double diary is a shared diary between two ppl. The point of it is to strenghen bonds and keep each other updated esp when you dont see each other often. And its really good as a keepsake. Did any of you gals do that last time?

Alrighty, its back to assigns.. anyone got some good pics of the Kuda Kepang?

2005-11-07T06:27:00.000-08:00

(suikasan is property of Yean Junn Tseng and is in no way affiliated with Sunkist kthanxbye)

Introducing... SUI-KA SAN!! The official mascot for the fictional new drink by Sunkist: Fresh Watermelon Juice! Whew... finally the presentation for copywriting is over... everything went fine... except...

WHY DOES EVERYONE KEEP MACHINE GUNNING OUR GROUP WITH QUESTIONS?? @_@

Luckily, the teams' ketaming skills proved superior *grin* Good Job everyone!! *hugshugs*

Sammie's group did lemonade... er, i mean, Lemon Aid with a very *ting* advert. Geri's group had to pospone due to... unfortunate circumstances. Don't stress Geri! Copywriting's only, what, 5 or 6 lessons? Tahan!!

Speaking of Geri, her dear computer has crashed so it'll take some time before she can appear online again.

CG is killing meeeeeeeeeee... it's actually really fun to do were it not for the dateline. And my figures.. two A2 sized figures!! *cries* I doubt i will finish. In fact.. i don't think i will. Eh, all my group members who r readin this, make sure u do NOT follow ur sensei's example, k? Isht vely vely the bad.

A big big THANKIU to Christopher for letting me leech the songs... if it were not for him, i would've forgot how English songs sounded like o_0 yea.. my deprived brain has been feeding off Japanese tracks of late, esp Plastic Tree which i've recently discovered.

It was such a big irony that most of the songs i leeched were the heartbreak, lost love, regret, longing type of sappy love song -_-;; But but but... i was lookin for them for ages!! All the classics n oldies like Air Supply, Richard Marx, Savage Garden *heart*, Michael Bolton, Toni Braxton, Whitney Houston, Scorpions... i say the old songs still rock!

Didja hear bout the case of the Grandpa (in U.S. i think) who got sued $2.23 million cos his grandson or somethin downloaded some movies off the net o_0 downloadin is dangerous business now, it seems...

Neways, it's time to return to the Hell of College Assignments. But before that..

A big WELCOME BACK to MoyMoy who's just returned from Indo ^_^

AND, in response to the Monkeyclass entry, Kagetaka Et Co is now recruiting, no, not butt shakers, but some talented people to do my assignments for free!!!

*getswhacked*

2005-11-04T04:49:00.000-08:00

A BIRTHDAY POST!!

A certain mammal is turning eighteen on the 5th of November.. he will soon be able to drink, smoke and gamble without being arrested or fined.. he will be a grown man er panda.. mature, responsible, independant (not)..

Today we celebrated Junn Tseng's aka Panda Boy's birthday (a day earlier) at a most scenic and gorgeous spot (the padang in front of Geri's house) with exotic and sumptuous cuisine (a choco cake) with some very classy VIP's (Very Irritatin Ppl: Sammie, Geri, Chris, Benruto and yours truly). We sang the b'day song with gusto, making heads turn, then in turn we pushed his head into the cake.. Strike! Panda Boy's nostrils had chocolate in them and his beautiful, expensive WHITE clothes were not spared either.

In the ebbing light, we played chase Bollywood style, around trees and pavillions, dabbing choc cream on each others face and clothes as "Kuch Kuch Birthday hey" played in the distance..

As we continue regrettin that no one took pictures of his choc creamed face.. i just wanna wish this dear dear friend of ours, on behalf of your lou por as well..

HAPPY (EARLY) BIRTHDAY JUNN TSENG!

2005-11-02T08:01:00.000-08:00

It seems everyone is spring cleaning their room.. *stares at Sammie's blog* teh pink!!

So i decided to give it a go, and clear up the huge pile of rubbish that is my table!! Gweh, the task took me about an hour but.. it only happens once or twice a term.. now witness..

KAGE CLEANIN HER TABLE!!

Hah? Sorry, no pics la.. it is a secret ritual, dears.

Its amazing the things one finds.. and the amount of dust and stuff.. urgh.. thats the lifestyle of a messy art student. There's everythin on my desk. Food, Leftover food, bits of rough paper, slabs of layout pad, pencil stubs, whole pencils, random poster colors, my earphones (finally found them!), rulers, empty cds, magazines, books i meant to read since months ago, bad karma and whatnot. No underwear though, haha.. but i did find a *censored* and some *censored* which i use to *censored* ohohoho

Mai gosh, is like so the late and i haven done a single assignment! I promised myself i would start 6 hours ago and i still din do a thing. Instead, i wasted an hour on cleaning and another 5 in writing my diary and not to mention the various breaks in between..

It is now 12.13 am and i haven't done a thing. According to my calculations, i will not be able to finish my assignments in time if i keep this up. Which i will. *headdesk*

All hail the procrastinator.. rah rah rah..

ps: someones birthday is comin... hehe..

2005-11-01T05:46:00.000-08:00

oh yeah... thanks sam... many hugs...but no kisses..i'm sorry..

anyway..i really appreciate that, sam.

2005-11-01T04:11:00.000-08:00

now...you have seen lisian's version of the story of the party.....i mean random dialog...i'll write a story of it too..

we(chris, lisian, chin hao, me) went to the train station by lisian's car. when chris get down of the car to get chin hao, lisian look at me furiously;"geraldine!! did you see that?!!? chris is so skinny!! wow!!" *banged my head against the wall*

chin hao look so different guys... *shocking disbelieve*(me and lisian). we were talking bout... what's her name again?? ah.. i just remember that her name has something to do with the hurricane ...or whatever.

let me rephrase this again...i said"ooooo.....strangers, from the outside....greetings human.." thank god no one stares at me.. took photos in the bath room..

"take off your skirt!" jialing demanded. lisian tearing..

"spare me.....1 ringgit will do...." lisian holding jialing's pants after putting it on...apparently jialings ass is bigger. lisian had to hold it on and show us the empty space infront.

" take off your blous!" poor lisian only on her undergarments right now. hehehehe...evil geri

"uuu... nice ass..." all staring at lisian's butt. lisian sobing louder..

we went for dinner at mcdonalds. "EYES ON ME....EYES ON ME...." jialing, can you ask your boobs to stop it?

aunties conversation in mandarin : what are these bunch of ppl doing? young and pretty..*i sense jealousy* but what?!! why are they going to the 14th floor? they are so loud!! *points at jialing* i have a son but luckily he is not like that. let's not follow them wherever they go. my god, those ppl. look at their make up, look at their attitude......*we are just having a party for your infomation*

yup... my stomach was calling for the toilet bowl...

me, sam , shaz on the bed. "ooohhh yeah.... not there lar... here.. uuuuhhh.... not so fast...dont use that technique!! it's old!!'" no...that's not what you think... we were just trying to fool the guys.. and apparently...it didn't work. that proofs something: guys dont care whoever is making love when they are busy playing ps OR they didn't heard anything. Oh yea.. i remember swan saying something like "15!!" tried to imitate Amelie.

afterthat, lisian and me on the bed. dont worry..nothing happen. we are innocent. very very indeed. i say we are innocent. yes, we are. of course we are.. nothing happen!! what?! we are innocent okay..totally.. innocent

we played TRUTH OR DARE. this time, no masturbation questions... they got bored of it. thanks to my dare cards.. you guys get to see the incredible side of yours .. hahahaha....hahahahah.....hahahahaa!!!! *chocked..erhem..*

conversation between sam guy and william. "it's just a freaking teh tarik ok? i tarik for you lar..!" sam guy was angry.. "what? you think you tarik for me then things will solve is it? i dont even know you can tarik or not" . "nah...1 ringgit 60 cents!!" . "get your filthy coins out of my pocket!". "i dont do this kind of business"....... they were fighting over a teh tarik i thought but i was wrong, they were just trying to be Gary.

playing balls....oh.. eermm.. i mean playing balloons.. someone licked the balloon. i dont wanna say it's who, it's just awfully disgusting.

" ohh....ermmm....it's big..". "it's a pretty good size, pretty good size" suddenly popped out of my mind when we were playing truth or dare.. dont misunderstand ok? it's from a movie..

girls conversation. "you know what? i think..tooooot tooooot toooooot tooot...toooooooot.....toooooot... oh sorry, very very private indeed. we talked bout guys and stuffs... but nothing else. bear in mind, we are innocent, totally innocent. yeah innocent indeed

basically i'm just filling up what they missed. they stole all my lines..... and why sam?!!why?!!? i still need to find bf you know.....hehe, just kidding lar.. you are hot too you know..

geri's ketam

2005-10-31T10:56:00.000-08:00

Kage's random dialogues. (not guaranteed to be chronological)

Geri in the train. "Oh... look! Outsiders!" and upon saying that almost falls over from momentum. "Inertia!" corrects Chin Hou.

Miss Whatshernameagain is the official name we came up for the Copywriting lecturer "Tutor!" corrects Chris, while in the train.

"This is the 5th time.." Geri groans while she rushes to the toilet. "Sexy girls dont attract me." says Chris while staring at my miniskirt. *getswhacked* ok,ok, he wasnt staring la... haha.. the guy is 100% HOLY!

"20th floor??" *in amazement*

WAHHH!!! What a VIEW!!!! Kengnya!! Can see Pudu Jail! This is definitely the girls room.. *bounces on bed* (upon first seeing the gorgeous view)

"This is the 6th/7 th time" Geri announces as she steps out of the loo.

Should we get Twisties? What supermarket carries no A&W one? yeesh. Ooo.. alcohol (shopping at Shasta Supermarket, Times Square, with Chris. At one point, he held a shopping basket and said "Darling, shall we go shopping?" in an ACCENT *dies*)

"You look like a ghost!" Geri stating the obvious after we put on the eyeshadow.

"Wow, you look HOT!" me, Geri, Sammie and Jia ling strut our stuff in the girls loo. After exchanging clothes and skirts and several seductive poses, Jia Ling tries to rape me. "Nooooo~~ I don't WANNA!!" *getswhacked* ok,ok she just wanted to pull off my bathrobe. Same thing what!

"My legs look longer la!" Geri and Jia Lings photo revelation.

"Don't you dare post these!" our unheeded warning to Sammie.

What's a veggie burger? (at McDonalds)

"OH yeahhh~!!" i got addicted to Taiko straightaway. No thanks to Jia Ling.

"For the guys they have to take off their shirt and rub their nipples! For the girls, they have to take off their bra without taking off their clothes and show everyone!!" Shaza's suggestion for the dares. *stares at Shaza* What if you get the dare? "Ohohoho. No, it's alright. I know God wont let that happen to me." *swt*

"Strip naked and run around the room!" every guys suggestion for the dares -_-;;;;

"......." Jia ling and i when we found out none of the doors on floor 20 had the familiar pumpkin sign. "Are we on the wrong floor?" "No.. can't be..i distinctly remember..."

'This is the xxxth time.." Geri announces as she steps out of the loo.

"Geri, the toilet stinks!" William's acute observation. He is killed by Geri mere seconds later.

"She's naked!" stating the obvious while watching the shower murder scene in the amazing Seed of Chucky.

"...." the utter disbelief when the four drama kings told us the truth.

"This is the xxxxth time..." Who else?

"Geri, if you don't eat, we don't start!" Jia Ling's effective threat to force a chocolate bread into Geri's deprived stomach. By not starting the truth or dare.

"It's quite good!" Chri's announcing his tastebud's conclusion of a deadly concotion of water mixed with coffee, chips, leftover salad, choki choki, sweets and god knows what else.

"Please don't let it be me.." shaza's words mere seconds before the bottle pointed at her.

"!!!!!" geri upon being 'dipped' by Junn Tseng in a show of his amazing dancing skills.

"Higher! Higher!" the crowd chants while Benruto pulls up his shirt to reveal his belly button.

"I thought it would be nice to do it in the library.." says Chin hou as the 4 librarians in the group circle flinch.

"I always had a thing for doing it in the shower..." says *ahem* as the rest of us never looked at showers the same way again.

And my debut:

You say one ah, Shaza.. ok, i pick no. 3.

Holy Crappy Sheet. Of all the dares... thanks jia ling, that didn't help at all.. oh no.. ok.. Is that how you do it Geri? Fine, fine.. i'm starting..

H-I-P-P-O-T- what? What do you mean i got it wrong? OH SHEEEEEETTTTTT!!! No, not AGAIN!!! Please, have mercy!! *cries* Fine, fine.. Stop recording it!! Oi! I HATE youuu~!

H-I-P-P-O-P-O-T-A-M-U-S *dies*

That was sooooooo embarrassing!! (the dare was to *jengjeng* spell the word with my butt)

"WAHAHAHAHA~!!" Geri's insane laughter as she chucks off two items of clothing off herself.

"the poor chair.." everyones thoughts as Amrail humped the aforesaid piece of furniture. "Military position!" corrects Jia Ling.

"You're so EVIL!" the group says to me once i finish my explanation on how to use and dump a guy. Hey, its general knowledge among the female species!

"Not YET!!" everyone shouts at the person responsible for turning off the lights.

"Oh SHEEETTT" says geri as Johnny Tai kicks her ass. Literally.

"... with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you...." Chin hou looks at me questioningly. "Er.. what was it again?" and recovers fantastically. "..Won't you say you love me too!"

"purrrrrr...puuuurrrrr..." goes the monkeyclass's resident cat as she claws an innocent cushion.

"You guys were LISTENING??" us four girls when we realised the kpc's were eavesdropping on our girly conversation.

"this is the 12th time!" geri's final trip to the loo as a closing to our party.

Let's enjoy the rm 28 view! me watching the rm 28 view before we left.

A great big thank you to all the parties involved in making this party a successful one!! Thanks to all monkeyclass members and guests! Despite the unexpected ups and downs, we sure had loads of fun! I hope you all enjoyed it as immensely as i did and lets look forward to the next outing!

And Geri... you totally pwned the toilet. Pls make sure you clean out your stomach before parties.. you missed all the food!

2005-10-28T07:47:00.000-07:00

I see pretty models!!! *_*

Good job on thursdays History presentation everyone!! All of you looked gorgeous!! Sammie, dun cry!! Im sure once you remove the gothic makeup, your dead groom will jump to life and marry ya asap! Julianna.. fly! Aiyo.. why all the concept also so morbid one? Its like im standing out like a neon signboard with the silk purple.. *hides* To my history group, GREAT JOB!! Finally its done!! Chris, your 'intro' is teh yeng!

Modeling is so not easy... that darn train kept tripping me and the lights were glaring *arghstoptakingpictures!!!* and i didnt know where to look and the makeup was clinging and i kept wondering if my pose was ok, if there was somethin on my face, if...

Im not gonna do it again. Unless i get to wear wings. Like Julianna! *hinthint o beloved group members* And who said the makeup was bad? Huh? Who? *whacks the 3 people in question* By the way.. mascara that is applied by someone else is PAINFUL!! *eyes start tearing* Is too bad that dress will never be worn again.

Todays trip to whatsthename placey was so... erm... i guess it was kinda fun, sitting on the floor with cramped legs, all our watercolor stuff splayed around us, while the rain adds water to our paintings, and flies swarm it. ARGHWTFTEHFLIEEEESSSSS. Where did they come from?? And why are they attacking us? Jackee says its da paint.. the food was pretty good tho.. Eve has a point.. why vegetarian meat? its not sincere at all if you are a veg and you still wanna eat meat.

Is like i spent the whole night doing my watercolor and then CK says no need to pass up. CHA TOU! Wai... so tired... but must ganbatte cos tomorrow we have the

HALLOWEEN PARTY AT TIMES SQUARE~!!

Yayness, finally, a chance to relax and chill. i heard they're bringing alcohol... and mandarin orange jack o lanterns.. and of course, Sammie's lifeline; Super Rings. And i refuse to wear a bikini and grass skirt, Sammie.. not unless you wear the rubbish bag gown and prance around times in it. Wahahahaha.. time to get drunk and have fun. Kye, get ready for more ahemahem questions from Sammie..

Enjoy your Exploration Week guys! *headdesk* zzzZZZ

2005-10-27T23:01:00.000-07:00

HHHHRRRMM..........

Well lets see, we have communication skills on monday but this time....no more Gary. She's.......what's her name again? Oh, i dont care. she reminds me a lot of secondary school teacher that brings us back to the old days in high school....we got our first presentation topic and my group (consist of me, SM king, cha tou, and mel) chose dragon fruit and sea coconut as alternative. Amrail, dont worry. I'll protect you. (you know what i mean)

On Tuesday, we have CG!!! i still think Michael is cute and very friendly though he is a bit childish but hey, he's still a very good lecturer ok? i asked so many people for his pic that was taken by sam i think but no one wants to give me*sob sob*... yeah... i took a pic of shaz for my CG surrealism project.. finally.

Oh no, it was figures again. i think i definitely will not do well for this term..

yea...design class today, we watched movie but i dont really understand some parts.... the mature scenes only..then we hav history presentation...dont wanna talk bout it.. oh yea, i'm sorry May for what happened today.... i'll not do it again k?

i still have many things to crap but right now i've tons of research to be done...

2005-10-25T10:14:00.000-07:00

Is it really WORTH IT?

sometimes i cant help but wonder if what im doing is worth anything.. if it would change anything.. if changing myself would change anything. if others would change me.

Why am i still holding on to something so transparent? Why do i even bother, why do i even care. Why do i wait for that which hurts me, which kills me so slowly, yet so surely. I must be really really stupid. Really blind. But then... love is like that.

Or at least i think it's love. Seeing Sam and Chris have wrote stuff abt love lately, i'm gonna ask what is love? Love is nothing so simple as just thinking abt someone 24/7 or wanting to be with that person.. i would know. Its so much more than that.. because i thought i loved, but i didn't...

Why am i still lying to myself.

Guys, i hope you will all find true love someday. That's everyone's wish. Everyone needs love.. and i can tell you all that i have a very simple love right now, one that i treasure. And that is my love for my friends, for the people who truly care.

ps: emo rant. had to let it out... Kagetaka

2005-10-19T09:27:00.000-07:00

We've been TAGGED!!
Since Geri aint here, i think Kage has to do it. Oh well... Geri make sure you write in your share oh.

10 years ago: Let me see.. *counts* (yah, my maths suck) i would be 8. Er.. i was a school terror during Std 2. I think i bullied ppl! *horrors* Was already a drawing demon, scribbling anythin in sight. Wrote tons of unfinished stories.

5 years ago: 13 ah.. is when i met my best buddy, who is still my best buddy, and also when i fell for the guy she fell for and we were the total NERDS back then. Right, Geri? *laughs*

1 year ago: Is when the monster called SPM haunted us all, when i fell for the guy during the most perfect time (SPM year ma), when i found out i had to go for NATIONAL SERVICE!!

Yesterday: All i remember was rushing like hell to finish figures.. only to find out that pretty much no one else was passing up. Geez...

5 snacks i enjoy: Green pea snacks, Wafer of any flavor, Famous Amos cookies, SUSHI (wait, is that a snack?), pastries! (crap, now i'm hugry)

5 songs i know all the words to: Eh? Um... Lots la. Whatever i like lor.

5 things i would do with one million $: Buy every manga, anime, game, artbook and book that i've wanted, buy an endless supply of art materials, Go on shoppin spree, go on a world tour (with pals, of course), invest for the future (actually, nowadays, 1 mill is not much)

5 places i would run away to: Wherever my lover is, Kuching, Sarawak, KLCC (dont ask me why), any park or garden, my alma matter.

5 things i would never wear: Poofy dresses, bikinis, granny undies, anythin with huge ribbons n lace, polka dots

5 fave TV shows: All are anime series, with the exception of Desperate Housewives, Friends, Smallville, CSI, Buffy the Vampire Slayer.. wait, thats five liao.

5 bad habits: PROCRASTINATIN!!, pulling at my hair, occasional slouching, spacing out, lazing around

5 biggest joys: when i open a new book/manga, when i get good results, when i'm with the people i love, when i finish a drawing, when i feel connected with God.

5 fave toys: toys? what toys? Um.. my plushies (yes, Kye, i have plushies too), my Lego's (i love buildin stuff), my PS 2 n Mac n Window (is that counted?), those lil animal figurines, jigsaw puzzles

5 fictional charas i would date: The list is LONG. Um.. CLOUD-SHAMA!!, Vincent Valentine, Sephy (tho he'd prolly kill me), Umeda Hokuto of Hanakimi (wait, he's gay la), Susumu of Peacemaker Kurogane (yayness!) and every other bishie in existence. Or non- existence.

5 ppl i tag to do this: monkeyclass!!

7 things u plan to do before u die:
- meet my soulmate/ dream guy, fall in love with him n live out the rest of my life with him (yeah, im an old fashioned romantic, so what?)
- become a famous mangaka/ novelist/ illustrator
- see the friggin world!
- something daring.. like sky diving
- own and live in my dream house.
- revolusionize the comic industry here (it really needs a kick start)
- partake in the creation of a famous game! (rpg la)

7 things i can do:
- i can draw..
- i can do paper cuttins
- i can tame wild beasts (not)
- i can speak Hakka
- i can untie knots
- i can construct imaginary worlds
- i can write poetry

7 celeb crushes: Eh? Not interested.

7 often repeated words:
- Eh? Eeeeeeeehh?
- What the NYA/ HELL/ HECK/ F*CK
- OMG
- Huh?
- i'm so tired/ sleepy
- yayness!
- woot!

7 physical traits i look for in opposite sex:
- beautiful eyes
- slim, lithe figure
- graceful hands
- tall enough
- a gorgeous smile
- not overtly muscular
- no chest hair!

3 names i go by:
- Nikki
- Riabu
- whats my name again?

3 screen names:
-Kage/ Kagetaka
-Silverhawk
-Blade

3 physical things u like bout urself:
- my hands
- er... someone says my butt is sexy
- and another said my hip

3 physical things i dun like bout me:
- my hips
- my fats?
- my panda eyes

3 parts of your heritage:
_what? er... i'm Melaka Hakka+ Sarawak Hakka+ Malaysian Chinese

3 things thats scare you:
- butterflies (stop laughing at me, Jackee!)
- artist and writers block
- dead things

3 drinks:
- herbal tea, ice blended mocha/ cappucino, tong sui

3 everyday essentials:
-sleep, sleep and sleep

3 things ur wearin right now:
- my undies
- my t-shirt
- my pants

3 fave movies:
- the LOTR trilogy
- Forrest Gump
- FINAL FANTASY VII: ADVENT CHILDREN!!

2 truths n a lie:
- i am human (oh wait... am i? *_*)
- i am a FF fan
- i hate drawing

3 careers:
- illustrator/ lecturer of art
- manga artist
- novelist

3 ways that im a gal:
- i got boobs
- all my friends say i am..
- it says so on my brith cert

Phew. Long list. Argh.. design haven finish yet! *cries*

2005-10-11T23:54:00.000-07:00

THE ONE STYLE......

i was doing my figure drawing one blazing hot afternoon beside the computer while my little bro, age 11 was playing Maple story.

Me: What do you think of this? (show drawing)
Bro: Erm... hehe....
Me: Not nice?
Bro: dont like alike lor...
Me: Why? but it's exactly what is in the reference...(perasan sikit)
Bro: but the reference dont have lines like yours..
Me: lines? Oh, you mean the shading strokes is it? Other than that?
Bro: I dont like it. it's not nice..(ouch!!)
Me: it's called THE ONE style of shading.
bRO: The what style?
Me: THE ONE... as in my college, dear.
Bro: i still think it's not nice...(continue his game..)

Dad walked pass and look at my drawing....

Dad: your chin is too high.(use ruler to measure)
ME: Oh??(touching own chin)...Oh, oh.. ok..ok(looking at the reference)
Dad: Here..you see the difference?
Bro: Wow,rare item!! (still playing game) it's Arwen shoe!!
ME: Let me fix it. Like this?
Dad: No, let me do it for you... TADA!!
Me: I dont see any difference, dad.
Bro: I'm selling it for 300k mesos!!(like anyone is gonna buy it from you)
Dad: it's a bit ..
Mum: Lou Dao!!! Help me in the kitchen!! (yelling from kitchen)
Dad: Your mum calling..
Me: She's your wife la...
Dad: Oh....right, my wife. Ya..

After a while, dad tapped me on my shoulder..

Dad: By the way....
Me: Yup?? My mummy's husband??
Dad: your dad la...
Me: Oh....right...ya...My dad
Dad: why use that kind of strokes?
Me: Is THE ONE STYLE of shading.
Dad: the what style?
Me: THE ONE STYLE.
Dad: The what style?
Me: The one.... as in my college...
Dad: Oh!! What is it again?
Me: THE ONE STYLE, dad, THE ONE STYLE!!!

Yeah...i know it's boring....

2005-10-10T21:53:00.000-07:00

I gave up guys...

i dont know what else i can say...

i'm tired...and i wanna get out of this..

can stand no longer..

2005-10-10T20:38:00.000-07:00

THE EMO SEASON..

sigh... what happen to me lately... lost temper easily almost everyday...i'm sorry guys if i irritate you all.

i still remember what happen yesterday. It's a freaking misunderstanding and misinterpretation and everyone gone into emo state. i'm not going into the details as i dont really want to remember what exactly happen. BOy!! It's totally chaos i tell you.

i went to Aquaria klcc b4 the problem occurs..

i went to aquaria alone to take some pictures for the graphic project--surrealism. when i was busying looking for nice view to take pic, a humangous auntie, round forty something suddenly push me aside and took picture. After she had done with her business, she turn over and look at me with her stupid freaking smile on her face and said"you so nice and sweet la, little girl.. thank you ya.." .Thank you??!!What little girl?!! Auntie, if i was the one who pushed you away and at the end i say " Wah, you got nice boobs la auntie. they look so sexy.." what will you do?

That was not the part i was geram coz...well she was just an auntie after all..BUT my camera suddenly died!! argh!! okay nevermind, at least i can still take a good look at those pretty little fishes i thought.. But no again. That stupid auntie with her freaking smile was stalking me!!
she kept ask me stupid questions like "where did you stay? do you know my son? oo..nice camera.. why are you alone? you are so brave.." For gods heaven sake, stop stalking me and let me watch those creatures ok? They were more interesting than you. sad to say but ya, that's the truth..

she kept following me and observe what i did and "wah, you jote down the names for what?" of course i have to auntie!! Thanks to you !! Now get lost wont you? Well, of course i didn't say that but i really wanted to tell her to get off. i was really really sick of it..

i've tried so hard to make myself lost in the crowd but she was haunting me wherever i went!!
i couldn't do anything but to ignore her.. i was so glad and thankful when i asked a guy who was working there bout the names of the fishes.

"excuse me, may i know what kind of shark is that?"---me
"that's a leopard shark. beautiful isn't it?'----handsome worker
"yea.."---me
"Your mum?" pointing at the freaky auntie.
"no.dont understand why she stalked me"
"o, is it?"

He went to talk to her and blink at me...wow!! he is my life saver man!! now, i better disappear b4 she could follow me again..

it's really a tired day, haih! everything gone wrong i thought coz everyone went into emo state but i was really glad when junn tseng called me at night and we had a good chat.. it seemed that he was the only one happy and that alone cheered me up. See, you dont have to do anything to cheer up some people... being happy is enough to make people happy..

Thanks junn tseng

geri

2005-10-08T07:29:00.000-07:00

THE HAWK SPEAKS.

I ALSO was supposed to go to klcc aquaria today. geri, you are not the only one with big headache,k? woke up in the morn to find that my camera is dead, then hav to call back and forth between geri and jackee and apologising and explainin and re explainin and trying to tahan geri who is getting pissed off which in turn makes me pissed off... damn, i was so stressed out i actually cried.
Don't think i'm so sensitive ok? It's just that at this 'time' of the month, my emotions are unstable and EVERYTHING freakin HURTS. Then this stupid thing has to happen and worst of all it all started because of my camera and.... argh.
Sorry. Unstable emotions. *headdesk*
I swear i cannot stand best friends in the morning. Or boyfriends, for that matter. Heck, i can't stand anything when just woke up.
And i just realise its not the assignments dats killing me, it's my own knack at procrastinating. But do i go and improve myself? Noooooo.. Hawks has to be SO lazy all the time. I broke my own record by only sleepin only 5 hrs in two long days. Been runnin on reserve energy that i was abt to breakdown. Slept 12 hrs straight only to repeat the destructive process ALL over AGAIN. Friends, when my system finally fails me, don't even try to look for the restart button. It didn't come with my model. *headwall* bzzzzzttt~*

2005-10-08T02:28:00.000-07:00

Oh god..... figures again..

i was suppose to go to Aquaria KLCC today but i didn't make it... more like we didn't make it(me and li sian). i dont understand why i'm a bit hot tempered this days. Okay, not a bit but a lot ... i was not like this...

I went for a jog this morning with my cousin, Chiou Yee and cheng hoe FOR NEARLY AN HOUR!! Gosh, i didn't realise the time had passed so fast.. After that, Cheng hoe invited me and my cousin to his house. And guess what we saw....., his elder brother was so handsome!!!(unlike him....SSSHHHH)

Around an hour later which was almost 10 o'clock, Lisian called. She said she might not make it and AH!!!! Same as Kim Hui!!!It's always like that!! I hate last minute changes!! But i cannot blame anyone coz i know they didn't want it to happen too... Argh..but still!!

Many many problems occured lately. I lost my note book, that means i also lost my research and idea thumbs as well and the history notes too... next week exam!! then lots of misunderstandings among friends and yadayadayada..... i dont want to think of it anymore...

everyone, i got headache now and i have to at least finish two figures today, so..... erhem... bye bye

geri

2005-10-04T00:57:00.000-07:00

...............

um... honestly... not expectin you to tell me everything just cos of our 'position' as best frens. After all, it's not as if i tell u everythin. i just mean dat it's easier for us to understand wats wrong if you act weird n stuff..

anyway. ketam also must gave time.

2005-10-03T04:00:00.000-07:00

Lisian, update our blog please... crap something at least

2005-10-02T09:41:00.000-07:00

i have huge problem lately...i'm really sorry that i did not tell you guys especially Lisian, Jialing and Swan...i kind of take you all for grunted during discussion.

i apologize again because i cannot tell you guys what's wrong with me because if i do, most of you would probably despise me or give me pathetic look...i dont want that to happen. maybe i should be left alone to calm down for sometime.

honestly,i really need someone to talk to. i cannot stand it anymore. i'd burst into tears everytime i think of it but dont worry,it's nothing bout the discussion. it's bout me and me only.

i'm sorry if a acted strange lately. i will be like that for a while. dont ask me how long i will be like that. not even i know how long i will stay like that.

i'm sorry Lisian that i couldn't tell you. i know you have been my best friend for years but i'm sure you dont tell me every single thing that happens in your life right? it's not that i dont trust you or something. i really appreciate our friendship. i guess you pretty much know what is it already and if you do please keep it as a secret ok?

once again, i'm really really sorry guys(Jialing, Swan and li sian) i know all of you must have been really irritated with my attitude. i'll try to control myself next time k?

dont be too worry Lisian, i can manage it myself.

2005-10-01T00:22:00.000-07:00

I HATE DISCUSSIONS!!!

2005-10-01T00:04:00.000-07:00

Today we have fine arts and for the first time CK actually talked to me*amazed*.....i thought he was so afraid to talk to anyone...(ooppsss..!)

The class today was more interesting compare to the previous lessons. Hehe, maybe because i was sitting with those bunch of insane people.

I woke up at six today and went for a jog. Then i had to play badminton with my cousin for two hours.. I guess you guys know how tired am i..by thetime i reach TOA i was already half zombie.

Me, Lisian and Swan went to Jialing's house to discuss bout the drama play. I thought it would be fun again but i was a little upset. I didn't know what Swan meant when he said he is irritated...well,i was pretty blur at that time..

He was suppose to tell us his idea but he didn't know how to explain it to me...
i'm sorry that i didn't understand it at first. i was really tired and i thought he knew it because i did not talk much at all. That was the main reason why i was not giving respond or showing interest. Was too tired to to do that.

Suddenly he said he was irritated...because of me and Lisian.. i felt like he had just stabbed my heart with a knife..!!! Afterall, i've tried so hard to stay awake and sit up and actually listen to him.. i did not really explain to him why i look like that because i thought it was obviuos. Even jialing and lisian said my eyes was really red..

after a really long and tiring discussion, they left the room except for me.. i claimed that i was really exhausted and needed some rest on Jialing's bed.. In reality, i was actually crying on JIaling's bed. i dont understand why too.. maybe i was just really angry with myself and so burst into tears..i was angry that i couldn't explain to Swan why i acted like that...*sobsob*. Gosh.., i feel like crying again!!

well, it's over and i'm really sorry Swan(if you are really angry with me) but do not expect me to give you any response to you when i'm freaking tired ok...*i'm really tired now...

ok... i guess i hafta sack out now. my sis and bro wanna use the com.. nite nite everyone

2005-09-30T12:59:00.001-07:00

No!!! No....!! please dont let this happen to me!! NO!! i'll do anything ....anything....as long as it's not happening to me!!! Please....NO!!!!!

2005-09-30T12:59:00.000-07:00

Please do not let this happen to me....No!!.......NO!!!! i'll do anything..but please dont do this to me!!! Not at this time.. NO!!!!

2005-09-28T06:37:00.000-07:00

Sardine dear,
i think the reason the class dunno your bloggie is because the link on monkeyclass directs to shimmeringmoonlight87 when it's actually just shimmeringmoonlight. Someone better get Chris to fix dat..

harhar.. figures today.. sagging oversized boobs again.. today everyone looks zombie-d for obvious reasons. i'm betting everyone barely slept the night before just to complete the friggin figures. Just when i thought i was super last minute, i went to college to find some super-super last minuters.

Class was pure lethargy. The only thing keeping me awake was Geri, Jac'kee and hunger. Just to show how sleepy d class is, when Geri actually said the word 'butt-crack' aloud, no one laughed. @_@

Argh.. time to return to the land of assigments.. design must finish..

And for the record, i am now officially a zombie.

2005-09-26T18:35:00.000-07:00

hey ya... so long did not up date my blog....people thought i'm dead...

today's drame class was qiute interesting. jia ling and li sian was really good... the part where jialing cried really freaks me out. oh , i love the part when lisian punch her fist agaist the mirror ...i was imagining if it's smashed and all the shards fell on lisian's face...ouu..that would be really dramatic. for some reason, when it comes to any play that is relevent to marriage, samantha will be the one who always get chosen... i wonder y.. *maybe she is so marry'able'*

i was quite surprise when Gary said i was good... i thought i was a disaster..because it didn't turn out the way i planned. it's not suppose to be that short and i forget to cry. me and chris acted as father and daughter and we were arguing because he was asking money from me and i refused to give him. at the end i got into accident and died. *y do i always have to die?* oh well, it's over.. who cares as long as Gary say it's good.

yay..i'm in the same group with li sian and jia ling again but the strange thing is.. i can't really conduct anything with lisian and jia ling there. i'm always half blur and blank because most of the things they talk about is anime. not that i dont like anime ... i'm still not so exposed to this kind of stuff yet. and yah, i started to know stuff bout it through jialing's bedroom... hehe, i know it sounds wrong but all her anime collections are there. i have no choice but to parasite her bed and books..

hehe, wondering y i'm using *parasite* or *parasiting*? it's because of jialing.. everyone uses her*leeching* and so i was finding a new word as substitution.

many students in our class seems to have problems with fine arts lesson. i think because the lecturer doesn't talk much... but to put it bluntly, i like CK a lot. well, i do feel a bit bad when he did't tell me what's wrong with my drawing but i think he has his own reason for doing so. he is very lenient for one point. he lets us do whatever we want.

i haven done any figures yet and i'm so dead... slow down ur speed lisian.. don't fig too fast.. it's not good for health..

2005-09-22T06:35:00.000-07:00

and so it seems that sardine will never update her blog. Well.. that means time for some leech action!

i shall now ketam on behalf of Geri.

today at Ming Tien for lunch we sat in between the two major groups of class cd055-1 (I will not mention, u know who u r) and we realised somethin interestin. group A orders all herbal tea. Group B orders all milo ais.
the ones in the middle though (that's us).. don't order any drinks at all.

they say you are what you eat. or drink in this case.

we also realise we r very very noisy when we eat. we must be the only people who talk while eating cos i don't see anyone else doing it..

so i'm also wonderin.. me and G kno each other for five years yet we still find so many thing to yak about. we see each other almost every single day (till frankly, we're sick of each others faces) yet after class, we can call and chat for another 2 hours. why ah? i know it's not a guy thing... but why ah? I can't even find that many ketams to talk about with other people. Not even my *shows pinky* and i can consistently dig up good topics to go on and on about.

conclusion. girls can always find ketam to ketam.

by the by, i defined yay-ness today. it basically means a lot of yay.

2005-09-21T01:16:00.000-07:00

It's meeeee!!!
Muahahahaha
*ahem* as you can see i'm very prone to using crazy noises like yahoo, yay, muahaha and etc. Just like Geri. Wat to do.. pals for five years mah. Oh yeah.
It's meeeee!!! There, you know, that girl always laughing crazily with Geri wan. So yeah, i'm leeching her blog (as Jac'Kee would say) cos i'm too lazy to actually update one of my own. I'm realy tempted to ask Geri who's gonna read this anyway? Besides the simians of the monkeyclass la.
Firstly, HAPPY B'DAY (BELATED) TO BENJAMIN CHEW! Guys, you know he don't like to be called Benruto, rite? In fact, it's actually Panda Boy who is the new Naruto fan. Can you imagine Panruto? (as in Panda) or Junnaruto. Hmm.. still not as good as Benruto :) Anyway, hope you enjoy the tomato choc cake we prepare for yu, ben!
Secondly, i'm sick of skeletons. Sick, sick, sick of those stupid skeletons.
Thirdly, i'm sick of apples too. And green pepper, brinjal and jambu air. okay, truth, i'm sick of watercolor.

Meh design oso haven't start yet.. haiyoh.. Thanks for lettin me put my two cents worth, G. Actually, it's worth more than that but u know wt i mean. C ya!

2005-09-20T13:07:00.000-07:00

1. Today's drama class was not bad...the act where Amril is doing labour pain still lingers vivily in my mind.(Well,i guess the big tummy really helps.)oo...i got2 act as a fainted girl coz of the heat with li sian as the "dragger". i laughed a little when she pull my skirt up...well...i wasn't expecting she will pull it so high up!!!

2. E2 students was great at acting...did not expect it...hehe.... i thought E1 were good enough but...oh well

3. Figures!!! If only i can draw faster....i could hav done adi..but i'm Lazy!..People still thought i'm hardworking though for some reason...

4. I was trying to solve a misunderstanding between friends...they are ok already. On the contrary, i created a new problem for myself... i think my friends will never look at me the same way again.. i swear i'll never ever try to interrupt or help anybody anymore in this kind of situation. I'm upset a little but it's fine... you know me..never get angry with a person or more than a minute
5. Ohh..ya, Swan(as in Shawn) and me were talking bout 'Advent Children' the movie. Somehow we got in to the conversation bout which character we like the most..and why we like them.. So then i told him i like cloud and one of the reason is because he has hairless armpit(just kidding). Shawn was claiming his armpit hair was dyed in yellow thus we cannot see them..and this was not the funniest part... Shawn actually wanted to dye his armpit hair in rainbow colour so that he can be more outstanding than cloud. hahaha!!! Good luck Swan!!